hmmm....
i thinkin where i belong???
everyday c many diff face diff ppl..
n it wil make mi thin of wat thier life r...
dunno..
n suddenly realise tat i was like closin e door to ppl around mi..
dunno how to say e feelin oso..
i oso dunno wat i doin..
i since like stayin away from many ppl like tat lei..
hai.. dunno la...
WHERE I BELONG????
thur
went work..
was abit piss wif tat auntie..
have to set up 10 bin...
is like i finish 2 bin liao den she start..
dunno wat she doin oso walk here n there..
end up stil say mi wat i put those clothes at wrong bin or dunno wat..
like stupid sia..
thin r die..
i dunno she got use her brain anot sia..
even e store man oso bth her.. lol..
end up i set 8 bin she set 2 bin..
n 2bin no price tag i put....
n i injure my finger..
so pain...
den gm come down got help abit..
den they two at there agur dunno wat..
den i juz do my thin..
best is everythin oso dun care..
haha..
auntie was unhappy wif e set up..
coz nv put by size..
haha..
dunno..
diff ppl got diff style of doin thin..
so i juz fellow e style i everytime do..
dun care..
haha..
but i juz act blur like everythin oso dunno la..
actually i everythin oso noe le..
haha..
i dun wan her to depend on mi too much..
if not later everythin oso ask mi do..
den i sian laio..
later i comfrim v bo hua..
commission share den i do so many thin..
but now ok la..
i onli serve..
paper work all there she do..
i juz act as like i dunno like tat lo..
haha..
sian think dao of e commission..
last time commission i alone take all. now have to share..
somemore e slae there not good somemore..
den my income is like less alot liao..
sian...
but den now dun really have much stress..
coz if sale down or wat anutie have to ans not mi..
but cannot run counter n everythin.. so sad..
if i alone den wil be v stress..
coz everythin i have to do myslef..
den everytime get scoldin de.. haha..
but i can run counter n thin..
own self own timing..
but ok la.. got e good n bad..
so borin...
life is really gettin borin...
dunno y oso..
dunno tue wan go butter factory interview not sia..
but i scare i cannot ta han to work two job sia..
later over tired.... haha...
mon
started to get use to work at og pp liao..
althorugh no phone is wif mi..
haha..
but den stil bore at work..
haha...
dunno wat happen to be today oso..
keep thinkin alot today..
lol...
imagine tis n tat..
haha..
i was like..
keep stop myself from thinkin..
den think of other thin..
my god la..
after work den come home liao..
tml off..
goin for my pract 2..
hope wil pass ba..
somehow.....
i guess i got to learn to let go ba..
i going mad liao sia..
if i stil contiune to think.. haha..
where is my trust??
life is gettin bore again...
should find somethin better to do man..
haha..
hmmm..
recenty juz work den come back home liao.. nth much..
everyday work e time pass so fuckin de slow sia there...
heng saw kim leong workin there..
but he goin to start sch liao..
so wont be workin liao after tis month i think..
but seldom go tok to him oso..
haha..
next month goin to thailand liao..=]
but sacre e leave cannot be approve sia..
if cannot approve den cannot go liao..=[
so i have to try to save from now on.. haha..
sat
sec day at work there..
is really damn sian sia..
sian.. tml workin full shift..
time pass damn so fuckin de slow nowaday can..
juz now get catch by e staff coz i nv tie hair..
end up bo bian have to tie..
so dun care anyhow tie..
oso no ppl c.. lol..
wah.. today spend alot sia on food..
after work buy alot food back n eat..
my god lo..
work at chinatown e good there hor..
haha..
zack cal mi ask mi dun tel ppl i workin at where..
dunno oso..
think coz he tel those robinsion staff i on mc or dunno wat thin..'
haha.....
how am i goin to survive tml lei..
full shift.. my god..
fri
went work at OG PP..
like hell sia there..
dunno how to say..
imagine my locker inside onli 1pack of cigg..
den tuo tuo brim phone down..
haha..
so sian at there no ppl den stand there like one kind of stupid sia..
but den there alot of nice thin to eat sia.. =x
haha..
reach home zack cal mi..
ask mi whether wan go scott work ma...
iaya i oso dunno sia..
den i tel him wat gm tel mi lo..
den he say ask mi try first lo..
if anythin den tel him he help mi tok to gm..
ya..
thur goin for my pract 1..
i think liao tis time..
every off my off day i goin to take my pract..
haha..
den slowly take..=]
yeah....
die..
dunno y in love with tis malay song sia.. haha..
n e song titles mean This Heart has Been Hurt...
quite a nice song man.. haha...
today when work..
everythin was fine ba..
onli thin is tat over stock 50k..
so have to cut stock dunno wat..
but i no stock to cut liao..
so end up i nv do..
dun care..
heng i nv do..
coz zack juz call say i kana transfer..
tansfer to somewhere like i hate e most..
somewhere tat is hell..
somewhere tat lot of china ppl..
somewhere tat no freedom at all..
somewhere aiya i dunno la..
imagine i re leave there one day i cannot stand it liao den now wan mi to station there..
izzit so sux..
my god..
tok to mei jing..
she ask mi look for other job..
she is stil so nonsense can...
lol..
dunno tml mornin cal adolphus den c how..
dunno is suay or wat sia..
fuck..
dunno la..
again i dream of my aunt yesterday again..
dunno wat she hinttin mi lei...
haha..
dunno la..
dunno wat a day today sia..
den lay pheng sudden appear at my door step give mi a shock sia..
den tok to her..
listen to her naggin..
was like.....
dunno la..
haha...
wed
today off..
wake up perpare den go down to cdc to re en-roll my bike..
sian e schedule all like shit wan sia.. shit..
wan book my pract 1 but mon no sot liao..
onli wed..
but wed cannot off lei..
how lei..
or should juz dun care off on wed lei..
wan book e lesson but all fully book.. til may.. my god la..
y now so many ppl takin bike....
now kao bike so ma fan can..
not like last time...
after tat went down to buy my contact len den when down bugis meet xl..
buy two shoe..
haha..
wanted to go mustafa wan.. but think think no money liao den dun wan go..
den went down to 85 meet shi ni.. eat liao den headed home..
so sad..
juz like tat half of my pay gone liao..
en roll n thin i spend 300
den buy shoe n contact len i spend 100
hai..
tml have to buy per paid card..
phone no money liao..
money come so hard go so fast..
my god..
juz now ride on shi ni bike..
i scary la..
too long nv touch bike liao..
heng stil manage to start e bike n everythin.. lol..
hear tat bee got gf liao..
dunno lei..
should go n ask her.. =]
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