i have so much to say..
but i juz dunno how to say or express in out..
mayb this is juz my bad point ba..
argh....................!
i juz dun wan to think anymore..
stomach ful of anger once i think of it..
but yet i cant let it out..
hai...
tue
when work today..
do my stock balance..
lucky i left not much stock left..
actually nth much today..
all of us juz at there slack..
send song n everythin like no ppl biz like tat..
hmmm..
tml wil be my off day..
wan to go cdc..
den go buy contact len after tat meet XL ba..
next week wil be off ing at mon ba..
cannot off on wed..
coz tue set bin..
den wed to sun card member day..
dunno wat shit..
sian wan..
it since like every week oso got card member day.. crazy wan sia..
hurtful words tend to prick ppl's hearti juz wan to pull over anythin tat is troubling mi now..
glad u r happier now den..
juz go n think y i wil be so mad at u tis time..
if they wan to be piss wif mi den is thire pro..
wat they noe?
they onli noe how i treat u..
but they noe how u treated mi?
how much u lie to mi u own self noe..
ya i am lackin of trust in u..
u go n ask urself y..
how truth u r to mi...
by all ur lie in e past tat make mi lost all my trust in u...
pls la.
pls stand in my shoe n think..
u may say i nonsense oversensitive n everythin...
by callin mi n cry..
i ask wat happen..
den u say nth n hang out..
wtf is tis man..
msg dun reply n everythin..
everyone noe everythin but i'm e onli stupid tat dunno anythin..
how wil u feel..
i trust u tat nite when u msg mi say u r wif jan but til
read kat blog ask germ noe tat u go drink..
n was like..
wtf k...
if someone u dote so much do e same thin to u how wil u feel???
u tel mi...
u onli noe how to say all my bad point...
den how abt u??
how much i give in to u tis time.
how much i let u be tis time.
how much i let u do wat u wanted to tis time..
but all tis u juz take it for granted..
i admit i am juz NTH to u k..
who i am to u u asked mi tat time..
i am juz nth k..
i am juz someone tat u fully make use of..
did u ever tel all ur fren how much u take mi for granted n how much u makin use of mi first?
or even how u treated mi?
did u?
y u dun tel them?
but yet keep complainin to them i accused u n controlin u?
or did u tel them how much i endure ur attitude n ur nonsense?
y dun u tel them?
y keep pickin on my bad point n tel them?
how unfair u treat mi..
y u dun tel them??
u say u din say i'm nth to u..
but ur action tel everythin..
if i am important to u i wont be treated tis way..
forget it..
is u choose to end tis frenship tis time..
i wil make sure u will regret..
u juz remember everythin u have say..
no wonder bee wil say c dao u all oso sian..
really thank for hurtin mi so much..
really thank for makin mi care n dote on u so much, in return tis all i get..
really thank for all ur actin.. indeep u r a good actresses..
really u juz make mi hate u more tis time......
sun
went work..
din have e mood to work today..
i oso dunno wat i am doin..
nth much oso.. juz go around disturb ppl lo..
make myself busy..
but today e time pass fuckin de slow!
iaya.. no mood to blog liao..
sat
ok.. let throw everythin tat i not happy wif aside..
think i should join ah bee club man.. haha
ok...
today when work..
i dunno keep go disturb a auntie til she bth..
cannot stand her..
damn funny..
make mi laugth e whole day..
like stupid sia..
den was tokin wif e ygm promoter..
den dunno say til wat..
den she suddenly say wat..
life is all abt lie..
i was like hai..
den was tokin abt sex or dunno wat..
we laught til like dunno wat fuck sia.. lol..
coz i was tokin tat hairy brim mi to e sex shop..
n e topic started.. lol..
today b4 work..
wake up by e noise in e livin room..
coz my uncle n auntie were tokin.. so loud..
abt my aunt thin..
today was her 1yr of death.. iaya dunno cal wat..
so have prayer n everythin..
so fast 1yr have pass..
hai..
hopefully hope i am doin fine wif my life ba..
was hearin abt my cousin story too..
haha..
her mother say they spend money like dunno wat..
1 month 1000plus stil not enough stil keep takin money from her n e dad..
wah den i was like think.. if i 1 month got thire pay like tat good liao..
den i dun have to worry so much everytime liao..
den say my cousin wif e ex gf 7 or 8 yr break up liao..
den his dad c him oway say tat he is heartless.. i was like lol.. haha..
dunno...
life is juz so sux!
god pls lead mi a rite life rite attitude..
give mi a peace mind everytime no matter wat happen...
give mi everythin tat r suppose to be my..
repay mi watever i have pay off...
i dun wan to feel depress n hurt..
i wan everyone tat around mi r truth to mi...
fuck!
mood was spoil..
ok fine..
since u say til like tat..
den i leave k..
happy now...
i dun understand u at all since e pass few yr..
n everythin..
den let it be...
all u care is juz other ppl..
they understand u better more n everythin alrite..
wat e fuck is all tis man...
argh!@!!!!!
in e end tis all i get..
all tis return i get...
thank v much....
fuck!!!
really v angry n hurt....
forget it..
i think i should juz calm myslef down....
dun make myself so woke up by all tis nonsense...
fri
today when work..
was sux too..
coz of e stock..
haha..
do until v tired liao..
juz take my own sweet time n do..
tml do den i finish wif my stock..
n have to do my stock balance!
hell man..
yeah pay goin to be out..
goin to buy a jacket.. haha..
tml hairy monter goin expo.. sian..
no ppl to disturb.. haha...
close 1 eye close 1 ear ....smile n happy to everyone na..
yeah?? haha...
thur
went work..
damn fuckin de sian..
wif all those stock again..
first reach..
c y my bin lost one..
they cut my bin n throw all e shirt below my other bin..
so have to do return..
awhile wendy come to mi tel mi i got 14 carton of stock behind..
i was like wtf..
den no choice have to do..
buy onli done half of it..
tired..
tml go contiune wif e pant..
din get to slp well yesterday..
coz worry..
hai..
worry so much oso no use like tat sia..
dunno wat i goin wrong again...
ignore mi again..
forget it..
live ur life happily without mi alrite...
hai..
i'm hurt by wat u say.. hai..
nvm ba..
speechless..
my heart feel so pain when i think of it..
"who ARE U TO ME>?
u owax come into my mind and fuck my mind and make me feel damn pissed off la ok!"
tue
when work...
was busy shiftin place..
den help biz side to keep stock n thin..
after work den come home liao...
tml off..
should be stayin at home ba..
no money liao...
hai...
v sad...
dunno wat go wrong again..
hai..
nvm ba...
got nth to say le...
coz i have try....
mon
went work..
busy doin stock e whole day..
but heng got e guy help mi..
if not die...
so tired...
today is a suay day..
dunno y..
wake up was piss..
n dunno was shit is in my mind..
den reach work stil early..
so sit at starbuck n somke..
den went up to work..
den once step in at e sellin floor..
was busy all e way til no time for mi to think of anythin..
dunno la..
tired
stop treatin mi as a spare tyre..........
again n again n again...
since i dun mean anythin to u..
stop hurtin mi again n again n again..
i dun understand u..
other understand u more..
u turn to other now indeep..
i'm juz someone u make use of...
is'nt it?
other mean so much to u yet i'm juz a piece of shit..
tis how much tis frenship mean..
thank u. fuck!
my blog is dead man..
haha...
nv blog quite long liao..
havin sore eye recently..
nowaday after work den go back home liao..
again.. waitin for my pay to be out..
haha..
sian.. so many thin to do at work..
not enough man power.. imagine sore eye stil have to go work..
coz no part timer..
all e part timer is at expo...
take pay liao i wan go renew my bike..
n i wan to try to get my lic by june like tat..
so wish mi good luck man.. =]
haha...
dunno tml should work mornin shift ma lei or go at mid shift..
but gonna work OT..
sometime i feel no matter how much i do..
how much i stand by for someone..
n everythin
i'm juz nth n being forgetten...
dunno...
juz dun wan to go think abt it..
i juz wan my life happy go lucky..
everyone is juz much more better den mi indeep..
again get disappointed again... fuck
mon
went work..
after work went resort celebrate fern birthday..
after after went eat den come home liao..
tue
when work...
come home..
den meet jo den mornin take bus back..
wed
went work
den back home...
was late for work tis few day...
really damn tired to wake up..
haha..
took cab to work...
so broke liao now...
n finally i am off tml.. haha....
sun
so fuckin de tired...
thank to someone man..=[
when work today was late..
zack was there..
qi ji tat he nv say mi or scold mi...
mood swing at work today.. coz not enough slp...
n is really tired..
after work meet rong shan awhile dne come home liao..
den go slp soon.. tml is a long day..
after work goin to resort again..
celebrate fern birthday b4 she go back to thailand..
thinkin when to off tis week.. should be off on thur ba.. =]
cant wait for my off day sia...
u r really a fucker can..
my god............
u really sux to e core man....
u givin nightmare again this month....
my god....
sat
damn fuckin de tired sia...
wed til today at work keep doin those stupid stock..
today hang over 100pcs of pant n iron it..
can u imagine..
my god.. really tired...
n i am lack of slp sia..
yesterday after work..
went home den went down to resort..
drink til 3 like tat den went to mit jo..
den until mornin den cab back..
coz bth liao..
stomach ach so have to rush back n shit..
haha...
goin to rest liao..
nite ppl..
thur
went work today..
hand kana blur black while workin..
change stock til mad...
yesterday come 12 carton of stock n today 14...
is like hell sia..
stil left a few carton..
think tml go work early n do..
hungry now sia..
but nth to eat.. =[
wed
today went work..
after work meet shan awhile den come home liao..
happy birthday to ah mao n grem..
so sad..
ah mao go in on his birthday..
coz e case like 4yr back..
wat e f like tat sia...
4yr back de case now den they charge him..
v tired liao..
goin to slp le.. nite
mon...
went work..
after work den meet rong shan go eat..
after tat den come home liao..
sian.. think of wed go back work is hell sia..
hai..
anyway tml goin bintan..
go enjoy first den come think abt wed ba..
haha..
ah mao birthday is comin liao...
haha..
hate tat fucker sia..
u sux!!
sat
went work after work when down resort to celebrate shu ren birthday..
was drunk...
all thank to ah mao, wei teck n dom...
but alot ppl was drunk..
haha..
after so long nv drink til like tat liao...
my god..
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