today work at parkway..
haha...
den tok to khim abt somethin...
ya..
i oso dunno...
fan...
den after work meet jan bee n jo..
den go eat..
after eat go slack awhile den come back home le...
tml new yr eve..
dunno should go where..
sian....
y am i so fan again!!
my god...
argh......................
today no work..
stay home n do some house work n thin..
nth much..
later goin to play mahjong..
waitin for shan n shu ren to off work...
ya...
tml wil be workin..
sian...
pay haven out yet sian..
really no money sia..
wah..
i say no money really mean no money..
not like someone..
say no money yet stil can c she keep buyin new thin n goin out...
tis type of ppl fuck wan sia....
haiya..
so bore now...
thinkin alot..
n been eatin alot too..
i oso dunno y..
sacre.........................................
my god..
aiya dunno..........
somehow i miss him la.. haha..
if onli when we r out together e time wil stop...
pls dun treat mi as a _____________............
dunno wat i am to u..
oso dunno wat r u thinkin....
how long wil it be to be like tis between us....
sometime i felt being used...
but wat can i do...
sometime i do treasure friendship alot...
but it seems nth to them....
n tis post is for u...
when u have wake up...
when u r ready..
when u really needed mi....
when u learn not to lie to mi..
when u noe how to keep ur word, promise...
when u can let mi step in..
when u noe how to respect mi..
when u can throw ur phone n mp3 aside when meetin mi..
when u can brim down e mask n be urself infront of mi...
den u come back n look for mi..
i really dunno wat u have become to now...
i oso dun wan to say much...
say so much oso no use..
coz u no longer listen to mi anymore...
n i'm no longer important too...
juz take care of urself n health ba...
n be good...
n dun brood over e past, welcome the future..
love urself like u'll oway do..
ya...
i really hate u now..
forget it...
argh.....
n i noe everythin now...
forget it...
so angry...
today work was late as usual..
heng they nv make noise..
haha..
reach there den do house keepin..
after tat when down to super market buy thin eat..
den keep walk here n there...
den e staff give mi hanger to display e shirt..
den i grab alot.. =x
haha..
den display n iron it..
den went for my break after jamilah come..
come back from break den tok..
tok nonsense..
haha..
den say until zack thin..
dunno..
v luan thier thin..
den she told mi..
cannot trust guy too much..
they can say how much they love us n thin..
but behind our back stil wil flirt wan..
den alot la..
she been through alot too..
married den li fen wif two child n thin..
den dunno y she like to look at girl.. lol..
den she wil ask mi to c oso..
haha..
den was tokin abt give birth den wat sex..
den i dunno say wat den she at there laught out loud..
lol...
den tok cock til i end work..
after work den come back home le..
tired...
hmmmm.......
tat my day for today..
think tml should be off..got so much thin wan to say..but cannot say.. nvm nvm...should keep to myself..haha..think onli jamilah noe my sercert... =xstupid her..ask le own self at there paiseh.. haha...anyway new yr is comin...!!!
dunno where to go on new yr eve..hope by tat time i get my pay le ba... haha...cheer ppl...=]juz say u love mi..u r e sweet of my heart.. =]
today was late for work..
wake up body achin n damn tired..
actually dun wan go work de..
den juz go lo..
reach work den pack e place n think lo..
at nite jan n jo pop out at my counted din c them..
coz busy..
den they call mi..
dunno wat e hel jo laughtin at..
dunno wat so funny la..
anyway dun care oso...
after work den went home liao..
ya...
tml workin morin..
die..
dunno can wake up not sia....
sian....
think goin to shop for new yr cloth soon man...
dunno my pay enough not oso...
sian..
think comin pay v little..
den stil muz return khim n my cousin..
den pay e bill..
money money money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today work was like hell man..
wake up at 6plus..
bath den go work..
den take out all e stock from e store room..
onli mi n a malay guy..
den zack reach in afternoon..
stil ask mi bluff GM say he reach 830 if he got cal mi ask..
kns..
den today i run both side..
pant n shirt..
until GM come den i stand at e pant there all e way..
coz dun like to stand together wif e GM. he damn kp..
even he ask mi over to help..
after serve one customer den i run back to pant side liao..
damn many ppl today..
was so tired..
somemore they extended e hour to 1030..
after close put everythin back to store room..
n it was like hell like..
e store room go small..
den all ppl puttin e stock in..
juz work there two day n my hand have alot of cut..
can u imagine e store was like.....
n whole body is achin sia..
n my leg was pain after 14h of standin....
after work wanted to meet shan they all..
but was like 11plus le..
so i went home nv go meet them..
suay de is..
reach home saw lay pheng n zhang hui down stair..
den they all mi..
den sit there tok til 2plus..
lay pheng n mi was like wan go back..
den e zhange hui keep tok tok tok...
wah....
tml workin in scott..
den think it wil be hell oso..
have to pack eveythin...
sian...
Merry x'mas peep!!
haha..
yesterday..
actually no work..
but last min zack cal mi go scott work..
den i say dun wan go town work..
coz x'mas eve...
den he beg mi go..
so wented...
after work den went home wait for rong shan to cal mi..
den xin ci cal mi ask mi go st james.
den i dun wan go..
den went to meet ah yong..
den rong shan cal ask mi down to st james..
den he dun wan go down so nv go..
partly coz i no monsy too..
den rong shan off to boat quay..
cal mi oso..
den i nv go..
coz he dun wan go down..
den khim called mi too..
end up nv go meet one of them.. =x
den went to drink..
e pub auntie stupid or dunno wat..
give him e spray e thin.. den end up i kana spray like hell..
so i c e auntie take one whole box e spray out i go take n spray back..
but end up i still kana til like fuck...
drink til e pub close..
den he send mi back n ya...
one stupid pig slp beside mi n make mi cant slp e whole nite..
idoit...
today.. work at cp...
tot wil not have so much ppl today..
but end up i reach i c was like hell man..
damn many ppl..
all bin like pasamalan.. n long q...
den 2plus zack cal mi to go scott..
heng..
save mi from there..
haha..
den go scott..
quite busy oso..
zack told mi no ppl there den ask mi go..
den when i reach i saw e full timer..
dunno..
den listen to e story..
cant believe..
guy r juz jian....
Complicated sia.. dunno.
think tml is a hell day for mi too...
8 have to reach scott..
n have to brim out all e stock from store room..
for private sale..
n e store room is like hell too..
get alot of cit on my hand while juz now takin some of e stock out..
sain.. tml workin full shift i think til 930....
today work at CP..
stand at e pant side today..
n polo n shirt i ask e new part timer to stand..
haha.. cannot stand at e polo side..
u wil work til mad wan sia la..
like pasamalan like tat..
so i stand at e pant there..
top up n arrange it..
coz was messy..
tat day set up all nv make properly..
den go tel e part timer wat to do n thin..
coz zack ask mi to do..
den i tel them le den nv care lioa den juz do my thin..
once in a while den walk there c c..
den work til 1130 den come home liao..
tml is x'mas eve..
haha..
rong shan ask mi to wait for her cal tml.. lol..
n mayb bringin ah yong along..
dunno..
coz he wan to go wif mi...
haha..
heng tml i off..
if not workin in town..
after work wan get out there sure die man...
kns sia jing xuan..
go malaysia buy LV wallet,
shirt pant everythin for chee hon..
think she buy from head to toe sia..
den stil buy for chee hon sis mum n uncle...
wah...
den rong shan ask izzit she like chee hon..
den i was like since sec sch she like him liao..
lol..
den we everytime say chee hon..
den he wil say..
too bad he dun like her..
haha..
den chee say she was like his sec mother..
haha..
no money she give n thin.. haha..
today work at parkway..
wei jie bro workin too..
wah.. they two look fuckin same..
e way they tok n everythin..
haha..
den after work when to play mahjong..
after majong den back home liao...
again..
everythin is juz a lie, empty word n empty pormise..
thank to u..
u r happy now i guess..
u nv change...
stil treatin mi like fuck n thin..
wif all ur bullshit n nonsense..
i should not beleive u for wat u told mi from e start i guess..
juz get away from mi...
dun oway when u need mi den at there tok everythin so nice n thin to mi..
when u dun need den ignore mi n thin..
hello..
i'm wat???
dun treat mi like a fool la..
really..
u juz go away...
u juz dun make mi hate u la k..
n dun come n make use of mi...
juz go go go k to whoever la........
like wat i say in my past post...
they r oway e angel to u...
n i'm oway e devil to u...
and thin...
juz feel so hurt n disappointed...
really damn disappointed..
til i really dunno how to say e feelin...
forget it...
dun need to say anymore..
i dun wan to care anymore...
n stop wearin a mask infront of mi...
k...
happy?
happy!?
happy!!?
lately ppl was sayin i'm am livin in my own world..
dunno y oso..
mayb i am ba..
aiya dun care...
i juz wan to earn as much money as i can n enjoy my life to e max...... =]
juz reach home..
tired man..
today work at RC..
sian..
n today e auntie lai ang sia..
for nth keep say mi..
was late abt 10min for work..
den ishak say mi..
yesterday go drink ar..
everytime i late he wil say the same thin..
haha..
den he say i look like take drug wan..
dot lo..
den ask mi wat happen to mi..
y am i so weak now not like last time le..
den i juz keep quiet..
den at nite left mi n e auntie work..
den she say she feel like..
i like livin in my own world...
everythin oso dun wan to care..
den juz do my own thin den dun care e ppl around..
haha..
den i keep quiet coz dunno wat to say..
after she tel mi tis..
i think think like got abit lei.. =x
dunno.. dun care..
den off work den went back home..
change den went down to thai pub..
open two bottle today..
think all of us drink til goin to sick liao...
everytime go down open a few bottle...
left around 4plus..
den went to eat mac den back home le..
tomolo work 11pm at cp..
set bin...
dunno wil set til wat time..
sian..
quite some time nv update le...
been drinkin omost everyday since last week..
n i really broke like hell...
my life now i think is juz like workin after work go drink til mornin..
mornin reach home slp for a few hour den go work again..
haha..
n i goin to fall sick le..
sob...
ah yong msg mi ask mi to meet him..
but i dun wan..
coz he is a jian guy...
so nv meet him..
den go drink..
haha...
quite sometime nv contact him le..
oso nv really go think abt it..
den today suddenly msg mi ask wan meet not..
like wat e hell la..
wanted to meet him de..
but den i noe i cant..
coz i noe wat he wanted from mi...
aiya.. dunnno la..
i oso dun wan care le..
in love wif thai pub nowaday sia..
lol..
been goin there quite offen too..
today when baby face.
find it bore there oso dunno y..
thai pub r more fun i think..
wif all e..............................
haha....
feel like puttin tattoo lei..
shit..
cannot..
cannot waste money on tat..
cannot put later e toot c mi put later behind my back go back run go put..
cannot cannot...
haha..
soon tis yr goin to end soon...
how wil be for mi a yr new next yr.....
dun dare to think abt it...
hope everythin wil go smooth for mi ba...
wil it have a reunion dinner for mi e comin yr..
where wil i be at e first day of e CNY..
wil i be juz alone??
juz so scare to go think...
hmmmm...
anyway waitin for feb to come..
wil be goin gentin again..
casino is callin mi liao..
haha..
n i miss it.. =x haha
n think wil be goin thailand too..
haha...
think now i juz have to take thin easy..
n i dun wan to care abt anythin le..
god pls help mi....
open a way for mi.......
somethin tat keep mi thinkin again...
y do u have to come look for mi when thin go wrong..
since they r so important to u y cant u find them..
for wat find mi...
sidin them n helpin them tok is all u do..
since they r e angel to u..
den u juz go to them ya...
y u oway make mi feel tat............................
hate it man....
can u juz dun let mi doubt u again..
can u juz make mi trust u again...
or izzit juz coz ur "bro" is goin back le..
den u come back find mi...
indeep he has replace mi le..
is'nt it....
they were ur life ur everythin..
den y u stil come look for mi..
i need a ans......
if u stil wil to treat mi like fuck..
den tel mi earlier..
if u cant show mi somethin..
den tel mi earlier..
if u cant keep e promise..
den tell mi earlier..
if u dun allow mi to step in ur life..
den tell mi earlier..
if u were to hurt mi again..
den tel mi earlier...
tel mi tel mi...
anyway today stayed at home e whole day..
wake up at 7plus in e evenin..
too tired le..
n my com abit siao siao liao..
sometime can on sometime cannot..
muz c luck wan.. haha..
try to on so many time..
finally e com is on sia... haha...
tis two day was a happenin day sia..
haha..
thur went work..
after work went home change..
den off to clark q..
went to arana..
wif shan qin sherry shu ren darren..
so we take e package to wave all of us in..
n e package cost us 388...
so we spilt...
e package come wif 1 bottle of martell n 1 bottle of dunno wat..
after tat darren gf join us..
n one of darren fren..
n we stil open 4 more jug of beer..
wanted to order some more but close liao..
den went off..
wanted to go for sce round..
den we was stand outside somkin..
den suddenly shu ren ask mi drink all e ger go first..
den sure got pro liao..
stand a distance away from them..
den suddenly they fight..
coz of e darren fren..
stupid wan sia..
e other side so many ppl..
den soon police come..
den rong shan go put shu ren..
shu ren kana beat mouth nose all bleed alot..
den i saw darren kana stop by police den i ask shan faster brim shu ren go frist..
den i ask qin n sheery fellow them..
den tat sheery drunk at there shout dunno wat..
wan hai shu ren kana catch..
den qin look after sherry..
n i bth sherry.. den i juz grab her face ask her shut up..
at there wan act hero..
den i go look for darren..
den c him n his gf walk away le den go back find qin n sherry brim them away..
den shan ask us to leave first..
if not sherrry give alot pro..
so cab back..
den waited for shan msg..
n she ask for help..
den i call ch he nv pick up..
cal wei teck he in camp..
so i boom ch wake up.. haha..
den dunno wat.. long story..
slp at 7plus in e morin..
fri..
wake up at 9am..
coz goin for interview at shan there...
end up change time to 1..
so back to slp..
end up shan slp until dunno how to wake up..
den mi n qin keep bom e phone..
haha..
den bath perpare..
den go qin house there meet her..
den wait for rong shan cab to fetch us..
reach le wait for interview..
den after tat..
shu run n darren come find us..
den we headed off to leisure park..
eat..
den watch moive..
after tat..
mi qin shan went down to ps..
den shu ren go meet chee hon they all go santosa..
siao at nite go there dunno do wat..
haha..
den after ps we went down to bugis..
waited for sherry to off work..
den we headed down to baby face..
den li wei n ah 5 come down..
drink until close 5plus in e morin den go back home le..
li wei n shan drunk..
den send sherry n shan back..
broke sia every day like tat drink...
hope tonite wont be anther nite..
if not i wil die...
but den today is SAT..... haha..
today work at RC...
GM n zack come down..
n e mad dog at there scold ppl..
lucky i nv kana..
dunno..
aunite complian ishak..
den like tat..
after work den went home liao...
been thinkin n thinkin n thinkin..
but oso dunno think wat sia..
fuck...
today wake up by zack call..
oso dunno how he get my house phone number..
he ask mi go taka work 12 to 4..
den is like not worth goin there..
n work short hours..
so boom him..
den he keep cal mi i nv ans..
end up i msg him say i stmoach cramp...
den wake up at 3plus 4..
jo ask mi meet her..
den went bath n go meet her..
den she drop bus den keep ask mi walk infront n dunno keep c mi wat..
c whether i lose liao ma..
is like.. wat e la..
think of mi like....
so forget it..
pei her go do e passion card ..
den all e way din really tok to her..
coz nth to tok..
even tok oso she wont say..
so i juz keep quite..
keep quite she oso not happy..
den say i give her face n thin..
like so dot la..
den she say she wan go home..
dunno she really go home or meet someone else..
den anythin lo..
den i juz walk off...
is like so shit la...
so i juz alone went parkway walk walk.. loiter lo..
coz dun wan go home..
den went find mei jing..
tok tok..
den zack cal e king kong den she tel her i at parkway..
damn fuck sia..
den zack cal mi n fuck mi..
dun feel like workin under him liao sia..
fuck...
after tat loiter lo..
den meet rong shan for a drink...
den tok til sherry..
sudden shan v ji dong.. haha..
dunno..
sayin she are makin use of us n thin..
den hui qin treat her so good she oso like tat..
den dunno wat..
juz tok lo..
den she dunno say abt wat..
qin n sherry thin..
den it juz somethin hit my mind...
whether should i trust jo again ma..
tis thin juz flash by my mind..
but i find it so hard to trust her wif her empty word n thin.....
how eh...?
i use to dote n give her so much..
but y it ended up like tat..
y i'm e wan tat keep givin..
4yr..
she nv even give in tis frenship once..
nv even do anyhtin..
but i'm e one tat keep doin it..
does tis frenship really mean somethin to her?
she can do so much for other..
but y not tis frenship..
dunno...
i need a ans in it....
n i dun feel any sincerity from u...
from e thin u said n do....
fan...
drink til around2 den come bak home liao...
dunno.. v v v v v fan..
at home alone
at work alone..
eat alone
do everythin oso alone....
dunno..
mayb i should not fan all those thin..
should think how to earn more money instead..
n i need money!!!!
y it keep mi thinkin n thinkin...help....i think i have make a wrong choice tis time...it happen juz too fast, at a wrong time wrong place...it all juz a lie or truth....i dunno wat i am doin oso..y y y?wat happen sia.... argh............
how can i stop think abt it....
all i need is a ans...............
untold sercert.....................
today work in RC..
was quite busy..
n i have to run both side..
shirt n pant...
n ya.. e auntie sell shirt de v wat..
dunno how to say..
end up e pant auntie help mi.. haha...
after work den went home...
jo wanted to meet mi..
but end up..
givin mi all her nonsense again..
wat e hell..
let mi wait for hours....
can u stop givin mi all e empty promise n lie....
u wan mi to beleive u...
but all e nonsense tat u give..
how u wan mi to beleive u or even trust u...
if u dun have e heart to meet mi den dun say wan to meet mi n thin...
n dun everytime say thin til so nice b4 tat...
really fuckin dulan sia...
i wont beleive u anymore ass...
u wil nv change....
tml mayb workin at taka...
or may off..
zack ask mi to stand by..
so ya...
today work at RC..
reach there at 2...
actually work at 1 de..
was late..
coz of tat stupid bus..
i waited for 1h...
den zack cal mi work til 9 actually 10 de..
so i work til 9 den i went off..
den went to dorothy perkins n get 4top...
haha..
wanted to buy few week ago..
den was thinkin should i get it now or when my off day..
scare no size liao den i go buy today lo..
somemore got sale..
have to shop for new yr cloth liao sia..
but this month really damn tight sia...
ah e..
faster drop money down for mi!!!!
i'm sure u noe tat i broke..
lol.....
today went work at RC.
sellin pant today...
ya.
after work den went home liao..
n e bus uncle drive like dunno wat sia..
drive so fast...
wanted to meet him..
but think think hai shi dun wan..
muz save money..
no money le..
some more xmas comin later wan go out no money..
haha..
today work at RC was sux..
those auntie i cannot stand them..
actually i end work at 9..
but one goin back at 930..
den they dun let mi go..
ask mi work til 10..
den they at there abit of quarrel..
den i ask them cal zack..
after zack cal mi..
hai mi kana say by him...
lucky tml work at pant side...
den after work..
went home..
bath n change..
den went to meet ah yong..
ya..
haha..
juz come back home...=]untold secret....
today work at CP..
same was bore today too...
teressa is back to work..
haha..
do stock today..
n went down to e cage to take e gift box wif e staff.
coz onli they got e key..
e cage was like hell..
givin mi a hard time there..
luck got e staff to help mi..
but kana nag..
after tat went back to e counter top up those stock..
den slack around normall..
den 8plus went somke wif e goldlion auntie..
den back to sellin floor..
den wait for time to go home...
dunno y got so many crazy ppl around mi..
dot...
anyway tml off..
meetin xin ci ba..
n going CDC....
yesterday went down to parkway pass zack my punch card..
after tat go eat wif him..
after tat went find mei jing they all while waitin for qin they all..
den went down to bugis meet them..
after tat shop awhile eat den go back le..
met jasmine tok to her awhile..
n she say she move house..
so i asked move to where..
she say whampoa..
i was like...
wah got so........
y out of sudden so many ppl since to stay there..
today work in scott...
damn bore..
den i keep walk here n there c thin..
if not go store room slack..
e ygm auntie nonsense wan sia..
haha..
they keep so many food inside store room..
haha..
we was like damn bore..
den stand there look at ppl..
n she v funny..
n i saw mich n e who..
i go hide.. haha...
den austin come look for mi tok awhile..
as he was bore at e golf side too...
n time pass so slowly today...
after work den come back home le..
ya...
v fan sia..
but oso dunno fan wat...
dunno la..
think soon i goin to live in my own world le..
haha..
n i need to save money....
but it so hard la..
help..
money money money...
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