com have been break down tis few day... i have a strong feelin tat............................ let wait n c my feelin is rite ma.... =]
hmmm...
bro tan shi lian le oso..
haha...
anyway ya..
thur off...
think nv go out..
forget liao..
fri
slp half way zack cal ask mi go work..
den after i perpare everythin..
he cal again ask mi rest..
den at nite ah yong ask mi to meet him..
so when down to meet him..
haha..
den tok to him n thin...
realise tat he is like livin in his own world like tat la..
ass...
n he bully mi la..
wan lend lighter from him like wan my life..
den keep take my thin dun wan return...
n keep wan mi to say those stupid two word den he return mi n lend mi lighter..
he say i tok got e malaysia ying..
got meh???
after tat 4plus den cab home le...
sat
went work at RC..
stand at e pant side..
super bore...
after work den went home le..
today..
went work..
stuck in e rain...
den i cal e auntie den she come fetch mi.. lol...
help e shirt side today..
dun like stand there..
coz got one auntie there super KP la...
cb..
like i own her thin like tat...
i juz shut up n let her nag..
den she ask mi go causal wear there stand..
super happy mi..
den can walk there n here..
den 8 i walk back to biz wear..
suay..
she ask mi help her do stock take..
fuck wan sia her..
ask mi do.. den she own self at there shoppin...
after tat.. she n another auntie at there dunno fight wat..
bo liao wan..
den at there say mi la..
say mi..
i can work wan but i dun wan n thin..
den one say.. i can sell wan onli c i wan anot..
haha..
den i say back..
this company oso treat mi no good..
den i say i do my part can le wat..
den she at there nag nag nag again... haha..
den finish work at 1030..
head down to east coast meet shan qin n sherry..
drink..
n tok tok..
din noe qin ex jason stay at e same place n blk as him la...
so.....
n his some view look like ah seng oso la..
den tok tok..
den out of sudden i ask qin whether jason got bro not..
haha..
heng he dun have..
they was like..
y i so scare.. =x
wah.. next time i go there muz really carefull sia..
n is like mei jing stay same place as him oso.. diff blk but damn near by..
if let mei jing see..
think i can no need go parkway work le..
she comfrim wil go spead la..
haha..
n e cb shan disturb mi la..
i say my face like change..
den she shoot wat coz kiss too much..
mad la her..
coz i go CP work got one auntie say my face change..
den i go parkway ask mei jing they all..
they say abit..
sherry since to be in love sia..
haha..
after tat den went home le...+copy.jpg)
really dunno wat guy r thinkin sia...
fan...
haha...
y do i have tis feelin now..
fuck fuck fuck.....
help!!!!
startin juz tot of playin wif him...
n i din really like him...
but y do i have tis feelin now...
y?
fuck la mi...
argh...
wat am i doin sia....
really hate tis feelin...我不要别人温柔的怀抱听不见你的心跳连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到我只要你喊我一次就好从前亲密的暗号多想再次亲耳听到你只要再哄我一次就好
today nv go out...
slp til 6plus wake up..
den watch tv n do thin...
wanted to meet ah yong...
but.....
ya..
i noe u r not e one for mi in e first place..
y did i still so stupid n juz step in it....
but anyway everythin is over...
e game have end....
so juz let it be ba....
thank you...
hugz... =]
i noe u r not my cup of tea even b4 u asked...
n i din really have feelin for u too...
mayb mayb mayb...
ur some view n ur pattren look like someone...
haha....
dunno...
dunno to be sad or happy..
but i'm ok...
hmmm...
tml wil be workin at RC..
sian....
today work at parkway..
time pass so slow..
n all busy doin stock take..
den i walk here n there..
den help them oso...
ya...
tml off...
sian...
ok ba...
i goin out le..
goin meet ah yong... =]
today went work..
went wrong place..
haha..
zack actually ask mi go CP..
but i tot he ask mi go RC..
he nv say properly n i nv ask clearly..
haha..
den 3plus 4 he cal mi..
ask mi where am i...
den i say i at RC...
den he ask mi go down CP..
den i went down to CP..
haha..
nonsense wan sia him...
after work den went home..
bath den go whampoa there..
dunno where la..
meet ah yong..
den tok tok tok..
til 3plus den come home liao..
oso nth to tok to him..
haha..
dunno wat to tok abt...
so ya.. lol...
today went work...
tot after today wont be RC le..
but zack call ask mi tml go RC..
den tue wed MAYB parkway...
den e RC auntie ask mi to help her til promotion finish...
pray hard sia i wont be there..
i dun like there...
help.......!
zack actually ask mi go tampines wan..
but i say i dun wan..
muz change alot of bus... =x
haha...
after work went home..
den sherry call say she wan meet mi..
hha..
den she come my house find mi..
nonsense..
say wat long time nv c mi lioa..
haha...
den go down stair tok...
til 12plus den go home liao..
today went work..
help e pant side today..
was bore too...
ya lo...
today e auntie win 4d..
kana 1st prize...
she simle til e mouth dunno how to close..
lol...
think wil be at parkway after tis week..
haha...
my fav place to work at...lol..
ya..
anyway..
after work went home..
change..
den go n meet chee hon they all..
went to thai dicso at east coast..
haha..
quite nice e place..
v funny..
those live band...
i noe y chee hon like to go thsi disco le.. haha...
got one singer v funny..
sing sing..
den dunno y keep touchin his dick..lol..
den e dancer sit on his leg..
den make e moan sound..
fuckin funny..
den act ah gua n thin..
haha..
after there went to sabai sabai dunno wat e name..
wif shan n e boss n some of e ppl...
oso thai disco..
wah.. go thai dicso come out..
ur ear like goin to burst sia...
but e place v nice...
haha...
today drink...
dun have e ki sia...
drink drink drink like nth wan...
haha...
think tat all for today ba.. =]
cb...
fuckin de fan now....
argh.....
dunno la...
fuck fuck fuck fuck....
today went work was fuckin de bore...
bore til wan to run counter de..
but when i wanted to run tat time..
GM zack andy come liao..
so have to guai guai de stay at e counter..
den walk here n there lo...
den ishak go disturb e kicker e batch...
so funny...
den all at there laught..
after tat mi n ishak keep walk here n there...
joker sia him...
sian...
i say u behind ur back..
u dun say mi behind my back?
u say mi more even i say u...
u onli wil c thin this way...
u hurt mi not onli juz by ur word so simple...
get it...???
dun ever come say i dun trust u or understand u..
i trust u again n again n again...
but wat u do in e end?
break it...
dun now come say u use to think i understand u e most..
all e while u been sayin i dun understand u at all...
even through i really understand u..
but in e end u wil juz say i dun understand u at all..
now thin go wrong between us..
u say my fixed mindset of u r all juz rubbish..
den ur fixed mindset of mi r even worst i tel u...
i nv truely understand u??
is not i nv truely understand u..
is coz i noe u too well..
tat i give in so much to u n forgive u again n again...
if u really think my care n dote for u r juz bul shit den let it be...
u onli appreciate wat other do...
but not mi...
u onli care for other like dunno wat..
but not mi...
onli other r damn fuckin important to u..
but not mi...
onli other can say u..
but not mi...
onli other can fuck u up side down n u keep quite n let let fuck..
but not mi...
onli other u can give in to..
but not mi...
u can do so much for other...
but not mi...
u can tear for other 3day 3 nite...
but not mi...
one cal from other u can st8 run down for them...
but not mi...
u can spend so much on other or even send a song to other..
but not mi...
other can pei u when u r not alrite..
but not mi...
other wont been chase away..
but i will...
other wont kana ps..
but i will..
u get it??
ppl wan to meet u u first to run there...
den when i wanted to meet u?
u onli wil give mi all e excuse or when bore or kana ps den wil wan come find mi...
wif mi keep pressin e phone from meet dao til go home all e way juz keep press press press tat phone..
or keep listen to song..
do u show respect to mi...?
but when wif other phone mp3 all can keep..
do u c all e diff.....
i do so much but i nv been appreciate..
not even once....
i noe how i treat u now..
u wil be hurt...
but.........
really stop sayin to u i understand u e most..
n end of e msg say i dun understand u at all..
argh.....
wat r u tryin to say...
argh!!!!
den let mi ask u all...
wat u all treatin mi as....???????
wed..
nv go anywhere..
slp til 10 plus wake up..
den watch tv..
den 12plus went to shan house...
den next day she went work den i go down parkway..
pass khim e dunno wat..
reach there she haven reach work..
so tok to mei jing..
haha..
ma de..
keep disturb mi..
after tat g2000 aunite ask mi help her buy bread..
den went down buy..
come up she come liao..
haha..
she mood swing la..
c mi say mi liao..
den i say her..
den mei jing oso add in..
hahaha...
dunno..
den 2plus wanted to go liao..
den she ask mi wait for her go eat..
den i waited for her til 4pm...
den alone go walk round e whole parkway..
den pei her eat liao jiu come home liao..
sian..
tml til sun workin at RC...
i hate workin there..
no freedom wan...
wan use phone oso hard...
hmmmm....
sian sian sian...
it a lie again..
n bull shit...
fuck..
juz get out of my life u ass.
anyway let not tok abt it..
spoil mood...
today went work at CP..
reach there other brand de promoter c mi all say e same thin to mi..
hello.. u r back..
hello welcome back..
hello happy to c u r back..
n thin..
haha..
today there damn quiet..
reach den do stock..
finish le..
den whole day juz walk here n there...
den tok to e staff there, promoter..
den keep walk to biz side..
den tok to zack gf n thin..
nth really much too...
ya..
find somethin so funny..
say let go..
but indeep actually..
stil can let him kiss u hug u n thin..
n other side stil can say wan let go of him, him, him, him n him..
n so many thin..
dunno how ppl can keep so many him in a heart..
aiyo..
or izzit..
a guy tat treat u good den u can give him watever he wan?
even fuck u?
haha..
mayb ah biao say de rite..
muz be PLK den wil have guy crowd around..
coz..
PLK r kp, like to flirt, n noe how to entermain guy..
wan be PLK carefull kana aids sia...
haha...
juz back from malaysia... =]
actually dun feel like comin back de...
come back singapore so fan..
stay there i feel so peace...
sat 630 go in..
den reach khim house around 1030 i think..
so paiseh..
den tat idoit khim stil keep disturb mi in front of her mum they all..
but stil have to go in e house..
den after tat her bf drive us out to eat..
after eat e bf went find his fren awhile den sent us back..
den awhile den he go home..
den i sit there listen to they tok..
wah their hokkien v chim...
den all go slp..
den i fan khim dun let her slp...
haha..
den we 4plus 5 den slp i think..
next day wake up at 830 dunno y oso...
den slack slack awhile..
den wait for her dad to come back..
den went to bai her kor kor..
after tat off to shoppin...
bth...
dunno y they keep askin mi eat...
after tat went back to khim house..
coz e bf n her didi wan change e car oil dunno wat..
after tat when to e bf house bbq...
wanted to drink de..
but den muz bo ci xing xiang so i ask for..
even somke oso muz duo duo mo mo la..
after tat went back..
all v tired le..
den i watch tv..
n listen to she n her family tok..
haha..
but some i dun understand coz of e hokkien to chim le..
haha..
den 1 plus all went slp den i cant slp again..
so in room tok lo..
tok til slp..
next day wake up..
bath n everythin den e bf come fetch us go eat..
den go e bf house..
den back home..
den i went slp.. damn tired..
den wake up 2plus 3 liao..
den perpare eat den come back singapore liao..
reach singapore den went eat den back home le..
actually nv go anywhere in malaysia..
most of e time at her house n e bf house nth much...
coz not really enough time..
haha..
but e bf say next time i go brim mi go disco n dunno where play..
kns wan e bf...
say i at malaysia tok v soft den reach singapore tok so loud..
haha..
den i say paiseh ma..
den he at there disturb..
i like onli spend 9rm at there la.. buy one pack off cigg..
den e rest they pay for mi..
haha...
i noe i dun change money..
now goin
shan house le.. =]
update tml ba..
today wake up...
bath den went down to parkway meet shi jie they all...
slack slack den pool n thin..
after tat send shi jie home..
on e way back juz keep listen shi jie at inside de life..
he say until v funny..
den wat he go beat a molester inside..
dunno wat.. haha...
many thin..
many diff case n story...
got wat 4 guy gang bang a ger..
den dunno wat dunno wat...
but he say inside de life is dark de...
dunno..
he come out den tai zi go in again...
poor thin.. give ppl sa bo..
den kana 55...
they say kana 55 de ppl dun noe when they wil come out de..
3 yr 4 yr 5 yr 6yr who noe..
somemore nv deduct e day..
dunno..
reach his house
so paiseh her mum n dad saw mi den keep askin mi to eat..
den say i v long nv eat her house cook de thin liao..
den keep ask mi to drink e soup..
den keep sayin i slim down liao n thin..
haha..
than joey juz keep stay in e room nv come out..
come out oso act like dunno us like tat n give us tat kind of look..
den shi jie ask us dun care her..
zendan so cute la..
but v v notti..
haha...
den slack at his house til 11plus den went back le...
to u..
i noe u been readin my blog...
i dunno y we ended up like tis..
but i guess juz like wat u say we wont be like how we use to le anymore...
i wil let u go...
juz take good care of urself ya..
n noe wat should do or wat should not do..
wat is wrong wat is rite ba..
ya?
mayb i have hurt too much by ur hurtful word le...
it really brim fear to mi...
is not i dun wan to trust u...
but i find no reason to trust u again...
again n again u been breakin my trust...
i asked myself to trust u again one last time..
as u say u wan to start afresh n thin...
but i find it so hard to turst u again...
is not i wan to fight wif u everytime..
but whenever i think of wat u say mi...
it brim mi hen...
n feel like sayin u back wif all e hurtin word like how u say mi..
but another side i noe i cant have this feelin..
i oso dunno how to say e feelin..
sorry...
mayb after tis 4yr of fight n disappointment n thin..
it really time to let u go now..
u muz really be strong ya..
it more to come...
if u dun be strong n keep fallin back ur life wil be v miserable..
cant let ur life be miserable ya.?
so u muz really stand strong n cant fall back anymore...
move on n look forward ya...
JIA YOU!!!!!!
i noe u can do it one day... =]
now u may go..pls dun come n hurt mi by all ur hurtful word again...if time turn back..i wil stil choose to be ur fren..n doted on u...=]
was so bore now..
kitchen stil floodin... sian..
n i realise..
no point i hold on to a someone tat dunno how to appreciate mi at all..
today wake up quite early..
dunno y oso..
den lye on bed til around 12 den wake up..
went bath..
n perpare for work...
b4 goin to work..
dunno y my kitchen flood...
den help to clean up...
den no time liao den ask my uncle do...
reach work..
bin was v messy..
so pack..
den do signage for thomas smith promotion...
now it since like every brand havin free gift...
haha...
after tat e staff ask mi to put e cloth by color..
n they give mi a paper c..
so i fellow..
den i finish le help khim..
half way her sale rap come..
sia dao wo..
den i go back to my counter..
den help maggi...
den shi jie wei teck n joe come look for mi...
my god..
shi jie is stil e same..
not bad ar.. stil can remember renee..
but he dunno e name.. keep sayin tat batch..
haha...
hear shi jie say joey now noe alot of thailand ppl..
dunno wat wif thailand tis word sia...
all of them started to listen to thailand n vietnam song...
n jie wei have been off n on to thialand n thin..
wat e trance now sia... alamak...
haha...
ok ya...
den went somke wif them...
after tat back to work...
den went for break..
after break store man come collect return...
n i have to write down everythin again coz i pass e paper to e full timer n yan ping not around oso..
so i do again lo..
after tat...
den do my thin..
den help them abit oso...
after work went home..
on e way home i realise my punch card lost..
sceond time liao...
so i go back n find...
lucky can find..
drop at e bus stop... heng sia..
if lost i can bang wall liao...
zack cal mi to go rabinsion on 21 to 14....
but dunno is CP or RC wan...
so think this few day i wil be v free til 21 ba.. =]
tis few day have been slack n slack...
dunno oso..
yesterday went town meet xin ci..
den pei her shop around..
den after tat went down kallang airport meet sherry shan n qin...
dunno y sherry keep cryin nowaday...
den i juz scold her n wake her up....
she tis type nv scold nv wake up wan....
wanted to leave it to hui qin to say her wan..
but i cannot stand...
juz sit there oso can cry..
dunno wat she think oso...
her thinkin r oway so diff from we all...
den i say her le den den let her cry finish...
den we was like tokin abt e past..
is like last time life is so.......
but now all relax liao...
tis sat think they r goin to have party at shan house liao..
1 week her house no ppl...
sure siao liao..
n e maid wil be v poor thin i think..
haha..
but sat to mon i not in town..
so onli can go after i'm back..
haha..
today went down to parkway to do set up...
after tat den i can go liao..
so i slowly do take my time..
coz it rainin outside...
so after i done with everythin around 2pm..
den tat stupid shi jie say goin down to parkway...
den i was like waitin for him..
den 6plus he cal den say he not goin liao..
coz he has not enough time...
den he say tml look for mi...
e baby noe how to tok liao...
so cute la....
den after tat stay at parkway pei khim..
she ask mi to pei her..
so ok lo..
i oso nth to do...
at there til 8plus den go back liao..
coz i'm tired...
shan work place oso many thin happen she told mi...
but heng got shu ren to protect her n help her...
she say ppl there v wu qing
den i tel her..
workin out of tis world is like tat juz have to carefull e ppl around u....
i have juz learn tis oso....
ppl du u muz bi they du...
there nth can qing tok abt...
coz everyone is figthin for e bowl of rice...
but i stil haven go to tat stage...
coz i'm to soft hearted le...
tat y i like tat at work today...
fail....
but not i'm smart le.. =]
lesson learnt....
6plus 7 went down parkway meet jie wei they all..
coz he back from thailand.
but flyin on sun again i think..
dunno...
den slack til 9plus..
went home change..
den went down to rumours again..
open another bottle...
half way got ppl fight so i juz stand there n c..
haha...
tml have to work e subaru thin..
but i dunno wan to go not sia..
dunno..
tml den c how ba...
die....
no heart to work liao sia..
my life since to be back like last time le sia..
play drink slp....
no i cannot..
i have to work..
in order to enjoy life more.. =]
jia you...
next sat nite wil be out of town til mon i guess..
juz back from drinkin..
open a bottle of martel..
n sherry qin n shan all drunk..
end up i was like drinkin alone..
den sherry vomited..
so paiseh..
ask her go toilet vomit dun wan..
den vomit at there..
heng i nv sit near her..
after tat send all of them back..
cab fare 20plus i pay..
reach home realise tat one side of my contact len drop out..
n i dunno when it drop out de..
no wonder when i stil drinkin tat time i c think one side blur blur wan..
i stil tot e contact len dry or wat la..
haha..
been drinkin quite offen nowaday..
dunno y oso..
mayb tat my life ba..
spend quite alot today..
goin to be really broke soon...
think i have to find another job le.
in order to enjoy life..
think i have to go work e subaru thin le on sat n sun..
actually dun wan to work de..
coz i alone.. but now no choose have to..
coz of money....
going malaysia next week end...
hope by e time i stil got money ba..
coz i dun wan to use her money.... =x
yesterday went work..
after work go down parkway take my ic den go home le..
reach home awhile jiu slp liao..
today..
work full shift..
evenin start to do return..
after tat den went home..
reach home shan cal ask mi wan go out ma..
den ah long come fetch mi..
den went to pick her up..
den go eat..
after tat go roundin..
haha...
shi jie come out today le..
should meet him soon...
hear tat joey go work mama san..
wtf sia....
dunno..
think she n shi jie comfirm wil li fen sia..
dunno...
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today went work..
was bore at work..
e whether is like shit again..
rain stop rain stop...
after work den went home liao..
nth much...
dl a new programme..
n edited tis pic..
while exploring e programme..
haha...
today late for work again..
cab to work again..
whether was bad today..
moring is like hot like hell..
den afternoon start to rain..
n i have to close e thin..
n went it stop open..
open le rain again n have to close back again..
n rain stop open again..
after work went down to parkway..
find mei jing n pass her thin..
n tok..
stay there til 9..
den went home..
wait for sherry n ah long come fetch mi..
den went to parkway meet shu ren n shan..
den play pool..
after tat go eat le den went home liao..
den shu ren send us back..
this r some pic taken is genting..
e view from 28 floor...
wil update more pic soon once i get all e pic.. =]
today went work..
late for work.
den zack keep callin mi..
i nv pick up..
coz i noe he want to scold mi...
so ya...
today run two place...
scott n raffle city rabinsion..
quite tired..
den went home after work..
bath den wait for ah long n sherry come fetch mi..
den went to east coast meet shan n shu ren..
went some place to chill up..
drink..
n i order one dunno wat stupid drink not nice..
some more on e rock..
drink til like i wan die..
den force myself to drink it..
next time i should try e snowball..
they say is nice..
den after tat ah long fetch us home..
tat my day ba...
nth much...
been askin myself not to think too much...
so i am tryin hard to..
pack my self wif stuff is all i can.. =)
mayb this month goin gentin again..
which chee hon they all..
b4 wei teck n dom go in NS..
n i goin KL too..
now i juz wan to relax myself...
mayb muz fellow shu ren..
everytime drink alone at home..
drink le slp wake up is another day..
haha...
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