today went malaysia..
din manage to buy anythin..
coz dunno y...
c wat oso not nice..
dun have e mood to shop ba..
onli buy bubble gum in..
den they keep stop mi to buy.. sob...
but all jo pay..
i onli pay for e cd food n movie ticket n dunno wat...
ya lo..
reach sinagpore den went jo house...
fall aslp at sofa.. den she keep ask mi dun slp..
den 1130 take last bus home..
coz tml have to go work early..
9 muz reach liao...
if stay her house i scare late for work.. somemore no cloth..
tml have to do return
den set up 4 bin...
sian...
somemore have to work full next few day....
sure die....
den mon have to return n change item again...
omg....
luck finish stock take liao....
thnk goin to win 4d liao la...
shi qi msg...
haha...
wired wried de..
dunno y...
den at nite wan zi come tok to mi...
everytime like tat.. one find mi all find mi..
stupid wan zhi stil ask mi i shi qi out first..
i den dun wan sia...
i rather wait for them to find mi out...
if they stil remember i stil around.. hahaha...
goin to wait for wanzhi finish doin her project den go out... hahaha..
she say end of next month... stil so long....
she oway buzy wif her project wan...
after project comfrim MJ MJ MJ wan.. lol....
today when work...
wear white n dunno y kana ink...
do stock take today...
hate it sia...
muz count e cloth like mad la...
den keep tokin...
den go to store room eat snake..
haha..
khim cry today again..
dunno tok til wat she v ji tong..
haha...
she n shi ni v stupid de lo..
so funny...
shi ni say her horny bitch...
paisah sia when goin home tat time..
in lift den e level 1 ppl fuck wan..
no space liao keep wan go in..
den i oei v loud..
den silent awhile den all luaght like dunno wat..
den stupid shi ni make mi paiseh... hahaha..
wed go back work sure paiseh de..
tml goin malaysia..
dunno wat to wear..
thinkin where to keep bubble gum..
dunno wan to brim cigg in ma..
coz now they say cannot brim in liao...
later kana fine not worth it..
malaysia cigg so cheap later end up fine den kns liao..
dunno....
xue ling msg mi say shiqi find her buy perfume..
so long nv hear her n simone de news le...
think shiqi is makin big money noe ba...
hahahaa...
den xue ling told her i makin big money den she was quite shook...
dunno.. somehow...
think back...
ite time mi her simone n wan zi ..
but now..
onli left mi...
haha... but it ok la...
xueling say her she onli ask wan zi out..
den she reply free go out...
somehow...
she n simone was once stand by mi...
but now they onli make mi feel tat they r lookin down on mi...
dunno y..
somehow my life n their is totally diff..
tat all i cal say.. =]
hope they r doin fine ba.... =]
tis few day been workin..
after work go home le..
ya...
i wan go redang island.....
yesterday watch hot shot..
nice...
hahaha....
til 6plus go slp..
den wake up at 11plus den go work...
no sale..
9pm stock come..
come so late...
so juz do those on e floor wan.. tml den go do e store room wan..
tml go work...
have to do return, steam cloth, n stock up cloth....
hmmmm....
today rain so big..
while eatin at long john..
got a ger fall down..
den mei jing laught like dunno wat..
den i oso laught..
den back to work.. got ppl fall down again..
haha....
everytime wif mei jing there oway alot of stupid thin...
den we wil laugth til peng de..
haha..
den work no ppl so mi ah bing mei jing was tok abt somethin..
den khim servin cumtomer keep tou ting wat we tok..
haha.. after tat den tok abt sex..
haha..
stupid de sia...
den keep drag khim de time dun let her go home..
den i asked somethin v senvitive to them since they r so exp.. =x
den ah bing keep wan to noe y..
den like tat..
den i say somethin..
den e ben dan wan to cry again..
die i at there like dunno how long onli den i make her cry like dunno how many time le sia...
but she v teng mi..
after tat shi ni come over..
v funny..
den we take shi ni lai kai dao...
e whole day i laught til dunno like dunno wat...
haha..
anyway next month n oct who wan to work part time cal mi.. =]
omg.. fight again...
dunno y..
juz coz of song...
dunno..
really bai song...
everytime ask her to send mi song she forever wil give mi all excuse...
dunno y oso..
hai..
dunno wat to say..
i noe i say de thin hurt u..
but i juz dunno how to say it in other way...
n stop sayin i'm not last time de mi n thin...
everyone is changin each and everyday...
u change i noe...
but i still accept who u r now...
but y cant u juz understand....
everytime say u abit..
den ask mi dun need to care n thin...
if u dun need mi to care can juz tel mi st8...
really...
i juz dun wan wait til i die tat day den u regret u cry..
n tellin everythin infront of my dead body....
u r my yong pig oink...("00".)
and it oway be...
cant u realise...
i'm tryin..
tryin my best to do wat i can...
givin in to u...
u socld mi juz keep quite n sit there n let u scold....
try not u quarrel wif u n thin....
tryin to take thin easy...
but in return wat i oway get??
i really dunno..
y u oway treat mi so unfair....
can u give mi a ans??????
can u???
am i really tat irritating to u???
tel mi..
y u can oway tel thin to other.. but when u cry and thin i ask u u wont tel mi a singel thin.. but nth..
y?
hai..
ya u say i dunno now de u well..
ya i dunno..
coz u choose to close e door to allow mi into ur heart...
u oway thin tat i'm stil e last time de mi tat wil oway scold u when u tel mi thin..
but i'm not.. i can tel u tis.....
u oway say i nv give u chance..
but did u give mi e chance???
NV...
mood was totally spoil...
for nth kana fuck..
argh...
after work happily wan go meet them..
den jo ask mi go meet her mum den go down together..
without tellin mi thin..
so take cake liao..
den when find her mum..
after tat she ask mi to wait for grem..
so i wait...
den her mum ask mi wait coz she wan go east coast.. but end up nv go..
so i faster cab go fetch grem den meet them..
reach there..
kana fuck like hell for nth..
tok kana fuck nv tok oso kana fuck..
wth..
dun wan tok coz i noe if i do..
thin wil become worst..
so choose to keep quite lo..
but wat stil kana fuck..
hate it sia...
oway mi..
everythin oso mi...
i do have feelin pls..
i tryin to understand thin..
but.......
hai...
den jo n jan go buy food den germ n ernest go swim den i sit there..
tear juz come down til my contact len down..
qin xin... somehow really hui xin le....
dunno y..
den whole nite nv tok much...
after tat went to jo house take my shoe den go back le..
say mi til like tat so no point stayin over at her place ba....
not even a apologise...
n juz treat it as nth happen....
nvm ba... use to it le..
y do thin oway have to go ur way..
n cant u understand at time..
i'm a human too...
i cant split myself into two...
iayi.. dunno la................
juz hate it everytime anyhow vent ur anger...
u wan vent i dun mind..
but pls noe ur limit n e word u use...
hai...
dunno wat to say le...
is juz like i do anythin oso wrong...
yesterday jo grem ak come find mi after my work..
den went eat after tat go buy charger..
den go jo house..
she use com til she cry..
dunno y oso..
i noe she cry but nv went over to her..
den i contiune watch tv lo..
wanted to walk over but scare kana soald.. so nv..
den 3plus i slp first..
coz irritated...
today work,,
sale v bad..
haha...
den break jo meet mi..
wait for khim to come down den go eat..
after tat jo go for work..
den mi n khim go back work..
den she wan buy 4D den no time byt..
so go up first..
den 5plus i went down help her buy..
she ask mi give her num..
so i give..
wanted to buy e num oso buy cant get in e num..
den back to work..
den mei jin n ah bing say us buy nv tel them..
den dunno wat..
den they keep sayin each other la..
den dunno wat khim to lan.. den all e way they nv tok..
i oso dunno lei..
haha..
den 630 when home..
reach home awhile khim call mi say she win 4d e number i give her..
first prize..
wah..
i was like..
wasted nv buy..
nvm la..
not my mean not my..
haha..
after tat went bugis meet hui qin..
buy shoe.. n buy one black pant..
after tat jiu go home liao...
tml got office meetin at 9..
sian wan sia..
cannot late..
coz i kana mark liao..
so muz guai guai de go..
omg....
cant slp.. bu tired sia..
was thinkin..
have i really enjoy myself in e past yrs???
have i???
indeep i have miss out alot alot of fun ba..
hmmmm....
i oway beleive tis..
god muz mi stuffer for now..
but he wil give mi a good live next time...
am i too tian zhen?
life is in our hand..
everythin tat happen is all we ourself choice de road...
everythin tat happen can onli treat it as a experience in life..
i fight for myself..
but how much i can do it?
i cant even express myself so wat can i do?
i ask myself...
seein ppl livin happily in thier life..
all i can do is juz xian mu...
dunno y..
wed see gim brim mi go listen a thin..
tat guy say..
wat earn money to give those who dote on mi..
first thin in my mind..
all dote on mi de all die liao..
so i shoot him back..
tear omost come out..
but i have to juz calm myself..
now feel tat those who dote on mi de wil go early,,
i rather they not...
how ku de life i stil can take it..
indeep i am now..
sometime i think..
if they nv dote mi so much temper mi so much..
now they r gone i wont be so xin ku oso..
but stil have to thank them...
i noe my aunt is stil watchin over mi..
sometime i can feel tat she is beside mi..
wah.. now v bei song sia...
nvm...
soon wil be ok liao....
wah........
argh.....
juz now chat wif shan..
tok until v angry oso...
was tokin abt s....
dunno..
juz feel like makin use of sia..
ya lo...
shan tel mi.. go out muz happy..
if not happy dun go out..
haha..
aiya dunnno la...
dunno wat she say..
suddenly make mi feel tat i have no ture fren..
dunno y..
fren r all gone..
i juz left wif myself tat all i can say....
tis few day eye keep jumpin sia.. dunno y..
like goin to have somethin v big happen like tat..
keep feel tat i wil get knock down by car sia..
dunno...
i dunno lei..
eye jump for few day liao...
dunno wat wil happen oso..
work time juz keep go disturb ppl..
wif alot of luaghter at work..
but so wat..
omg...
other brand promoter quite take care of mi ba...
keep ask mi to be guai..
indeep in thier eye..
i'm juz a xiao mei mei...
but anyway
thank god..
let mi go anywhere work oso got ppl take care of mi.. =]
n tis afternoon b4 goin to work..
my uncle come..
he was like..
keep naggin dunno wat..
mi n my bro juz nv bother..
den i faster perpare den go work le..
keep nag n complain abt my cousin..
alamak la...
dunno...
no choise juz let him nag..
ppl gettin older wil be more naggin ba i guess...
my tat day wil come oso.. ahahaha...
goin to slp soon ba.. tomolo work 9plus..
now already 435 le..
stil dun wan slp sure die..
tis few day juz bein workin..
after workin go home..
nv go anywhere oso..
damn suay sia..
work at isatan..
one after one staff keep markin at mi..
omg..
like shit sia..
but i oso nv care abt them..
lol..
today stupid stanly(dunno how to spell) suddenly cal mi..
like stupid sia..
i noe he cal mi no good thin de..
onli wil ask..
got ger to intro ma..
haha..
stupid lo...
den keep ask mi out..
brim fren along..
kns sia..
haha..
tomolo national day..
workin full..
coz double pay..
haha..
so muz work...
tis two day dunno y feel like eatin kfc sia...
haha..
think muz find one day go eat le....
boring life...
one of my work fren tel mi..
ppl wont guitily forever..
if guitily oso is at tat moment..
but after tat they wil be ok n forget abt it..
coz time mi bu everythin...
hmmm.. dunno...
ya lo..
den i was like first thin come into my mind...
ya lo..
i do so many thin for ppl..
wil they remember..
ans is no..
ya wil remember onli at tat moment..
after tat time wil mi bu everythin....
dunno..
nth much too blog...
yesterday today work le den go home le go anywhere..
juz being alone ba.. ya...
dunno...
now mi n jo oso not really close le..
but it ok la..
she happy can liao..
but juz dun break my trust or wat ba..
ya..
dun feel like stayin home.. but no choice..
wanted to meet sherry they all..
but another side dun feel like.. coz i dun wan to let them say...
is like..
hai.. dunno how to say..
if meet jo.. guess she busy ba...
so i left wif all by myself i guess...
been workin OT tis few day..
coz dun wan to go home early..
ya lo..
but no sale sia.. sure die...
den at there keep tokin.. haha..
ya..
live in tis world is tong ku even die oso tong ku..
so wat e meanin of stayin in tis world????
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