I MISS YOU...hahaha...dunno y oso...been thinkin back this few day...thinkin did i make a wrong decision....mayb now story wil be diff le....but anyway over already over.. so no point thinkin so much ya...thinkin whether did u still keep wif u the cigg tat i given to u..tat not man for somkin but keepin...and stil remember wat u told mi abt it...haha...if not her return thin for sure wil be diff now..but too bad...fren once told mi tat i wil go back to u,if u come back find mi...haha...dunno...juz dunno y been missin u nowaday... =x
yesterday off..
when CP give my punch card...
den when mama meet sue...
after they eat den to wisma cotton on...
den to tanks..
wanted to find mimie.. but too bad she not in..
den when to lucky plaza...
after tat went kallang airport eat wif qin n sherry...
hmmm..
after tat mi n sherry go watch moive lo..
after tat when to find jo...
ya.. hai..
dunno...
think there is a really big understandin sia... dunno oso...
dunno dunno dunno.... omg
guess...
i'm e onli one who dunno wat is goin on...
but it alright ba if u all dun wan say...
i realise how much thin i do is oso no use...
it wont be appreciate...
dun u guy think so...
omg.....
y am i so stupid....
again n again n again...
i miss out so much fun all in life n all tis while...
i give up so many thin....
dunno...
really hate stayin at home alone at nite...
thinkin who liao jie mi e most..
close to mi yet bu liao jie..
or not really close wan liao jie mi more..
or no ppl liao jie mi at all...
like.. like wat i like n thin
omg...
how long more den i can get out of this type of life...
a miserable, borin, hard life, stufferin life...
hai....
anyway..
after i tok to XL i noe how u feel le need....
dunno...
maby alot thin cant be say or express out ba....
to XL enjoy ur holiday ba.... =)
tomolo..
going to give my punch card at CP..
meet adek..
dunno y..
him sue they all treat mi better den "other"...
through i not noe them v long...
wif them i wont feel being left out allthrough they tok malay at time..
dunno y oso..
i dun wan to work at parkway le....
hope they wil change mi to some where else...
hai...
i wan play mia....
i need a break...
i wan go somewhere tat ppl not easy find mi wan...
can i???
omg....
hai....
sad..
dunno y oso...
tis few day feelin... i dunno how to say...
guess everythin is back to sq...
hai...
i speechless.......
dunno..
u oway get e wrong meanin tat i wan to say...
i realise u wil nv thank mi for e think i do.....
i hate u treatin mi tis way....
i hate it.....
u ask mi dun care abt u..
den i wont care...
if u really wan keep a distance from mi i got nth to say...
coz to u i am juz.......
r u takin all thin for granted???
tot thin start to be better for us.. but wat...
thin r back to sq again...
i dunno.....
all u noe i too sensitive n thin..
but i'm not..
everytime i ask u thin u onli noe reply nth...
wif a nth how am i noe wat gose wrong or wat happen or wat i do again...
hai...
is u dun wan to face e pro not i sensitive or wat.. hai..
forget it.....
i dun wan to get so stress up....
omg.....
is so shit la.....
fuck....
y y y???
juz feel like shoutin everythin out......
hai..
guess...
oct...
i wil be v disappointed dunno.. how tat feelin of it...
dunno y everytime when i put hope on it..
end up it onli come disappointment...
hai....
dunno... i cant find myself in tis world......
u makin mi nut....
hahhaha........
omg......
today wake up at 2.. den when bath den went down to jo house..
after tat went to china town pei her take result..
den went to ps meet her sis for dinner.. after tat wait for jan to come..
waited her for quite some time..
end up sit at starbuck til 11plus den go home liao..
ya...
dunno lei...
like v fan now..
oso dunno fan wat thin...
dunno..
anyway...
turnin 21 sooon man...
how am i goin to celebrate it??
hmmm....
21 adult liao...
but still i dunno where i'm headin to...
wat i wan to do n thin...
dunno...
there many many thin i dunno how to do...
life is bore man...
been apart from tis world quite some time..
guess i'm goin to expore it again..
haha..
where my happenin life go to man....
now i juz wan to enjoy my life to e max..
haha...
to mi life now is nth..
i have lost many thin in life i guess...
dunno... everytime when i'm at home..
i'm feel so lonely ...
so empty.....
relationship wif my mum n relative it seem to draw far away..
i born in a big family...
end up i'm still alone here...
it seem so long i last eat my dinner at home...
is really jing after u left tis house...
many thin change too...
dunno....
late liao.. goin to slp le..
later still got workk. sian..25/7/08 4:51am
after so long..
i,m back to blog again..
haha...
recently been workin n workin n workin...
dunno y oso..
oct n dec goin holiday..
so i have to earn alot alot alot money to go there shoppin.. ahaha..
dunno y after my aunt pass away i since to be more tong shi liao..=x
today druin my break time.. got ppl share table wif mi..
so i was like listen to them tokin..
got 1 uncle say tis..
u r born in tis world u r in a test..
a tester road..
n alot of test r wait for us to take it..
if u cant be bother to do e test u will fail in life n u cant find urself..
den i was like...... dunno..
dunno wat they all tokin oso...
anyway.. tis few day at work really bore..
no ppl wan..
den stand there walk here n there up n down...
and my sale is really bad coz no crowd wan..
promoter more den customer..
hope weekend there wil have some crowd ba..
haha..
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