hmmmm..
sian..
internet at home kana cut off le..
nowaday been slackin and slpin at home..
din really go out..
haha...
buy phone le..
but find tat the phone like got problem sia..
dunno..
haha.. ya...
fuck la..
really damn angry sia....
cb....
stop lookin down on ppl can..
so wat u all got work got money..
big fuck ar...
kao...
plan to go taiwan or bintan..
so...
even if u all comfrim everythin le
wil u all ask mi go..
no...
even go out oso wont ask mi go le..
dun say til over sea...
ya even i no money to go..
so..
or even i got the money to go...
wil u all have the xin to ask mi not...
fuck sia...
really bei song of somethin sia...
argh......
fuck...
dunno la..
feel like sayin ah bee sia...
althrough is not her fault or wat la..
but dunno y....
forget it...
wah..
knn.. my mp3 lost....
argh...
suay sia.. at first hp spoil..
now my mp3 lost..
wtf...
b4 slp saw my mp3 beside mi..
wake up lost liao...
argh....
find the whole room cant find....
pek cek sia....
where have u gone......
hmmm..
so bored..
been slpin the whole day yesterday... =x
haha...
keep thinkin should i buy the skinny now not sia..
haha...
if buy le i no money liao lei...
dunno...
later goin parkway ba..
ya...
sian.. dunno wan work not sia...
dunno..
should go for a nap now..
haha.........
juz reach home not long...
hmmm...
went katong..
after tat go parkway...
den play game til 2plus..
after tat mi sherry qiu mei chee hon darren ah mao slack..
til 6 den take cab home..
tok alot of rubbish and funny thin...
haha...
say how stupid were we last time...
go sell those cigg...
and thin...
haha...
ya lo...
hmmm...
so bore...
hahaha.....
my bro intro mi one job...
haha.. brin those tourist go nite safari...
one hour 7dollar..
haha... ya lo..
hmmmm...
can someone bless mi wif breakaway cd and silm bible...
hahaha...
ask and it shall be given..
hahaha...
who wil be the kind soul????
haha...
today..
slp whole day at home..
wake up at 9pm..
haha..
damn tired..
din turn up for the steamboat..
haha..
ya..
wed
slp til 6plus
den prepare den went to the camp..
reach there around 9plus..
den go in the hall
they preachin..
den i was wanted like they finish den go in..
but ya lo..
darrion keep ask mi to go in..
den go in.. sit there awhile den finish le..
haha..
den go for the nite walk..
haha..
stupid alvin keep disturb mi...
after tat go back slack til 2..
den jo say light off..
den all have to go slp..
sian.. cant slp..
den thur..
wake up at 7plus..
coz darrion sis wah..
damn noisy..
haha..
den go for breadfast..
den dunno mornin dunno wat..
den jo help them to pray and lay hand on...
olmost all cry....
den i was like juz stand tat..
feel a bit wried.. ya lo..
after tat go for lurch..
den play game lo...
den bbq..
den camp fire..
den after tat slack til mornin 6..
den back wif marg rickson and one ger..
ya..
I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And held me up
And gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me
And I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool 'cause I finally found someone who really cares
You held my hand
when it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me hope
When I was at the end
And turned my lies
Back into truth again
You even called me 'friend'
You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me
today went to tampines..
pass aly thin...
buy a top...
after tat brim ernest home..
den wait for jo come back lo..
take my fbt..
after tat went to my cousin house at 700plus..
to take my bag..
after tat jiu go home liao...
hai...
read darrion blog.. find somethin quite ture...
haha...
i wan attention and care....
when i am out wif u guy...
but not throw mi behind..
or treatin mi as through i am tuo ming de...
do care for how i feel....
hai...
i not a crown tat can oway make u guy laught...
i not a rubbish bin too..
to push every fualt and blame to mi....
i not a ventin machine too...
i'm a human..
tat need attention and care at time..
tat have mood and feelin too...
hai..
dunno....
feng!!!!!
hmmm..
slp at 11plus this morning..
kana wake up by my bro and his stead..
they damn noisy la.. idoit..
den they went out le i contiune slp..
awhile later darrion msg mi abt the form thin..
den keep wake up to reply...
think when he msg mi tat time he on the way to find mi le..
but i dunno..
i contiune slp..
when he reach kallang i ask him take bus come my house..
haha..
den waited for mi bath and thin.. den slack awhile..
den went out le..
went to levander buy those camp de thin..
marg cal us to buy de..
after tat went to far east meet marg, jo and one ger..
den wait for them to tok finish den we went to sing song..
but those stuff they needed..
den jo de lao gong drive us there..
after tat jiu go home le....
ya.. haha...
hmmmm...
got somethin wan to say..
but somehow juz dunno how to say...
i'm so speachless.....
it juz stuck there..
i juz cant voice it out..
the feelin is sux man...
somehow i got to let all my burden down...
from my shoulder mind and heart....
learnin how to smile again.. =)
and tryin not to bother abt anythin anymore..
if not later ppl say i kpo and watever shit again..
haha..
so...
ya....
dunno y nowaday feel like shoppin sia..
but den i no money...
i gonna find money and go spin the whole bugis v..
up and down..
haha....
i wan to buy white, black, electri blue,green skinny
top, bag, shoe...
haha....
anyway my aunt goin hospital again tml...
juz pray hard tat b4 she go in wil give mi allowance for tis month...
if not i wil die man..
dunno how many week she in...
if she really nv give mi think i everyday have to eat maggi mee and stay at home le...
sob...
and neither 5, 6, 7 nov goin baibai...
dunno my mum ask mi go c my dad jump the dunno wat god..
den dunno got wat..
den got the bridge to cross..
to change luck or dunno wat...
i wan go cross the bridge and change my LUCK man....
2007 tis so sux to mi...
but it flies.... haha...
and ppl out tat stop complainin life is unfair and thin...
if it unfair to u guy..
den mi count wat..
- a broken family tat no mother love or father love...
which most of the broken family at least got one side love..
- relative r against mi coz of my father wrong doin..
- how much responsible i got to take in this home..
- the presure tat everyone give mi...
and thin..
so wat... i got to endue if it...
tis is the life i got....
i suffer from young..
but i beleive god wil give mi a good future...
haha...
can say u guy r much more xin fu den mi..
so stop complainin man.. =)
juz reach home...
haha..
went parkway...
find them...
den they play dota..
den mi sherry qm..
we play o2jam and Audition ..
wah play til pekcek sia..
but it fun.. lol...
spend around 10plus on lan...
den stupid ah mao..
keep showin us the ger sing...
she got the hai tu ying v nice...
haha.. den v funny.......
den dunno y..
sherry go open the ben lai from youtube..
saded.. hai...
think i really got to let her go tis time...
hai..
dunno..
dunno wat in sherry and qm sia..
keep ben lai...
dunno la..
tml goin meet xiu luan...
dunno wan go not...
she intro mi job...
a high pay job..
but dunno is wat de..
she ask mi go den the boss come tok to mi..
i tel her i brim qm go oso but she ask mi go alone wif her...
a bit wired wried sia...
but feel like meetin my mum go buy phone...
dunno..
tml wake up den c how ba...
argh...
so piss...
jo msg mi..
ask mi wan go pub not..
say she goin tm watch movie..
den i reply go pub wif who? watch wat moive..
in the end she say i kpo..
thank man..
zh and jan piss u off u dun need vent ur anger at mi k...
i not ur ventin anger de machine...
forget it la..
i dun wan to say anythin le....
u take care ba!
anyway ppl...
can msg mi u all de number....
thank...
so fuck....
my phone spoil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh....
i on my phone
there put
phone start up fail..
contact the dunno wat..
fuck sia...
HOW HOW HOW!!!!
went town meet ah bee and xue ling...
eat den play pool den went off le..
went to parkway find sherry they all..
on the way there..
in bus my mum cal..
den tok to her..
tat when my phone spoil!
reach parkway go 10floor find them..
at there awhile den
mi sherry qm qianyin cheehon darren jiewei ah mao dom
went to beer gardan eat..
den shuren kenny they all dunno go where...
eat le after tat go home le..
tml actually wan go find job wan..
but my phone...
how i goin to contact gm...
aiyo...
sian sia...
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