stupid sia..
coz of stupid thin wan quarrel again early in the mornin wif mi...
madness sia..
find it stupid to fight back..
so nv...
coz is a stupid thin......
go listen to wat other say den come say mi..
dot lo..
anyway wat u hear from other wat they wan to say juz let it be ba..
i noe i not can liao..
or mayb i should juz dun care.....
mayb all tis while i'm too nice til ppl climb up from my head..
so guess i got to do somethin wif it ba..
haha...
fall a slp juz now at 3plus..
wake up at 4..
tot afternoon 4 liao..
den i c onli 1hour pass..
den feel v wried sia..
dunno....
feel like goin out....
but ya lo...
stupid sia..
quan sheng bu zhi zai
dunno lei...
anythin goin to happen?????
so bore...
today wake up at 6plus 7...
din go out...
ya...
den sherry sent mi the foto on my birthday..
all so ugly sia...
onli few nice..
bore like hell sia now...
been eatin and eatin..
haha....
god pls bless mi wif laughter..
so tat i can bless ppl around mi wif laughter too..
haha...
somethin wan to say..
but guess better dun...
hai....
ah gua!!!
haha..
everythin since to be so complicated now..
guess i wil not gonna bother much..
if not stupid thin wil come to mi again..
haha...
yesterday slp the whole day til 9plus pm..
but got keep wakin up...
den my uncle cousin they come..
den i stay in the room til they go..
if not they c mi kp mi again...
haha..
dunno wat happen to sherry oso..
aiyo...
althrough i dunno how to comfort u or cant do anythin to help...
but whenever u need a listenin ear or a shoulder to cry on..
can juz come to mi k..
i wil oway stand by u ya..
cheer up u!!!!
("oo".)
=)
guess i gonna hao hao de work le..
so tat i can 4fill my wish and dream..
and the thin i promise my pig in the past...
haha...
fri
after jo ah ma de cremation ..
jo ernest zh come my house..
slp..
wake up around 8plus 9...
den eat.. slack..
den at nite we drink..
den sherry come over..
ya..
sat
wake up at 3plus..
den jo they all go home..
after tat i contiune to slp..
den jan cal mi go over..
after tat i contiune slp again.. til 5plus 6plus..
den bath le go down..
at there chat chat..
after tat went to 800plus eat wif jo ernest and zh..
actually i dun wan to eat de..
but jo wan eat the mee boon..
so order and eat..
but not nice de..
after den went to her house watch why why love..
watch til 6 6plus.. den go home le.. ya...
and somehow hope jo and family wil be fine..
dun be sad le ya...
yesterday...
stay at home..
wanted to go down find jo de..
but.. ya lo..
den around 8plus 9 plus ah mao cal mi..
den ask mi qm sherry go down parkway..
reach there go 10 floor find them..
den 12 plus left there..
went to 7 11 buy thin eat..
den dunno wan happen..
sherry and chee hon both lai ang la...
haha..
after tat go chee hon house..
den ch qm sherry at there fightin..
lol...
so funny sia..
den i at there watch my tv lo..
if join them later kana beat..
hahah..
den 3plus ch and qm slp..
den mi and sherry tok...
haha..
den the stupid sim...
irratatin sia...
we tok 1 line he shoot us back 10 line..
den i keep use the cane beat him,.....
lol....
den ask him abt job thin..
he come tok sense in mi..\kao...
rubbish sia..
den 5 pls.. wake ch they all up..
den after jiu go gome laio..
ch go back camp..
den we 3 go home.. ya...
juz reach home..
went to jo grandma de song ka..
leave there around 12 plus..
after tat jo say wan go cycle..
den mi her zh go cycle..
zh fetch her
i cycle..
cycle go eat first den cycle to pairs ris park...
den cycle back to the food count coz jo forget to take her sch..
take le.. cycle again..
somehow quarrel wif jo again..
juz tat i nv reply her when she tok to mi..
i was like catchin my breath..
den like tat say i attitude her..
hai..
den shout at mi wif those word infront of zh..
i onli dun wan to say her back..
den i keep quite lo..
hai...
and ya..
say i sad i got problem is my own problem...
thank man..
wat a good fren r u...
hai...
even those not close de fren wil ask mi wat happen to mi..
y look like xin shi zhong zhong..
but she...
hai..
from once start cycle i have been throw behind..
hai..
she say i cycle slow..
is like..
zh is a guy..
how much li he got...
and he oway go cycle wan..
den at pot house there
den she ask mi go home
den all go home..
den i was like.......................
den she and zh cycle back..
den i walk back to jo house there lo..
she say wan go home but end up nv... hai..
wan go find her noe ing tat she injuried her self..
but wat..
msg her cal her all nv reply..
is like....
den i walk for hour plus find them like a fool..
thank man....
hai...
i worth nth k.... hai...
anyway sorry for throwin ur bicyle CZH..
hai...
hai...
feelin v v v v v v cake xin...
hai....
really dunno wat to do.............
hai...............!
fri
went wild wild wet til it close..
wif wendy vivan ernest..
after swim got some comflit wif jo..
coz ernest...
den ya..
hong ernest til i can go mad la..
after he ok liao..
went to wendy house..
after tat cab down to changi v eat..
and ya.. lol..
after tat send ernest home
den go down to cathy watch midnite show..
watch xiong di..
dun really get the story..
coz v v tired.. olmost fal aslp..
haha.. after tat went down to parkway..
shu ren go roundin til his bike ended up at police station..
lol..
ya lo..
today
went wild wild wet again..
dunno.. abit mood swing..
ya lo..
den
after tat go eat BK..
den brim ernest down to jo work there..
coz jo ask mi brim him down...
but ernest dun wan go down wan..
but end up oso go down lo..
at there sit lo..
den jan finish work
den cab home..
den jo say she goin out wif her fren..
go meet.... juz say la..
nv say i oso guess de dao who she go find..
i was like..
i waited so long den she..
hai..
if i noe i take the last bus home.. hai..
she ask mi i go where
i say den i go home lo..
she give the attitude face..
hai.. saded...
dunno wat is happenin....
hai....
nowaday keep quarrlin...
hai.. dunno...
find somethin damn unreasonable la..
this mornin ernest cal mi..
den i onli ask him whether zh got stay at his house not..
got wrong meh??
den jo msg mi say mi..
say wat coz of mi she and her family tear apart..
she cant be wif the one she like and everythin..
i was like wat the fuck la..
i din even do anythin la..
madness..
she and her family not in good terms like my fualt like tat..
i oso nv do anythin..
den her bro dun like zh oso my fault..
wat the..
juz push the blame and everythin to mi..
if all ppl dun like zh den how..
si si chong zhe mi come la..
wat tis lo...
ya not in good terms wif her family is like..
y blame mi cant blame other..
tue she quarrel wif her mum.
coz we order 12dolloar fish den her mum give us 8dolloar de..
den zh they keep sayin abt the fish
den jo go ask her mum den start quarrel le..
yesterday ah bee they all give ernest drink..
den daphne scold..
den jo dunno say ernest wat den ernest walk away angrily.
den i oso dunno wat really happen..
coz mi and wee shan drink ourself..
and when she quarrel wif her mum..
i ask her not to tok back den i get scolded by her..
den i ask them dun give ernest drink and i asked ernest not to drink..
but they dun listen...
den now wat..
blame mi for everythin...
wat this lo...
sigh...
everytime wu yaun wu gu kana blame and thin wan lo mi..
bad thin oway come to mi...
if not bad mood den come scold mi for nth...
sigh....
last time is coz of renee..
come say mi quarrel wif mi blame mi..
now...
hai..
history r juz like repeatin again...
sherry say she takin mi for granted...
hope is not truth ba..
sigh...........
feng!!!!
hello u treat mi as wat...
u stil got put mi in yuan li de ma..
hai..
went jan eat steamboat
after tat jan they all go swim...
den weeshan come find mi..
we drink lo..
and chat..
ya...
den around 2 walk to 800plus there find jo..
pass her ernest thin..
she wanted to eat..
den say wat police post there de coffee shop..
is like mi and wee shan dun even noe at where la..
den keep say police post wat 800plus..
we oso noe 800plus..
800plus so big..
den we like two idiot walk round and round findin her and zh...
den meet them at kfc..
den they ask us to walk st8 up den can c le..
den zh cycle jo there..
we walk st8 up cant even c wat police post lo..
den they call say wan go eat at 445..
den ask them come find us like tat like wil die sia...
wth lo...
walk til like fuck findin them..
den juz a cal say wan go 445 eat den go...
and left us there like tat..
wat tis man....
sigh..
anyway happy birthday to jess and ah jie...
juz reach home not long...
hmmm....
mon
go city hall meet ah bee jan lavi..
went buy adidas jecket..
haha..
den go MS saw daphne and ernest..
den went eat..
after eat jan and lavi go bugis..
den ya...
around 7plus 8 went find them but they leavin there le..
so we went 7 11 ah bee wan drink..
so pei her drink..
after tat take bus down to jo work there find them
coz of them r there..
den wait for her to finish work..
den mi jo gekming ah bee went boat quay..
went to eski bar while wait for sherry they all to come..
dun really like there...
they come le we change place..
open 1bottle of martel and 1 jug of beer and ppl give mi 2bottle of beer..
drink til like shit la..
sherry drunk and tok rushish la..
i omost but i ren..
haha.. drink til 5plus..
den wait til 6 den i send jo home..
saded chee hon they all nv come...
they got tai ji den ah mao kana catch by police..
dunno...
den stay over at jo house..
today
wake up alot of miss cal and mag..
so reply all..
den wait til 6pm went find ah leng at his shop..
at there awhile leave le..
den wait for jo de cab come fetch mi.. waited so long..
haha...
den went to fetch jan
den headed down to cleak quay..
coz jan wan pass ah bee thin...
after tat go eat..
den jo and her mum quarrel
den her mum ask us go home..
den they went home..
den i go find sherry they all..
got sherry chee hon jiewei dom darren shu ren ah mao and qm
they at my house near by..
den slack lo..
den they keep di siao la..
so lame..
den the stupid chee hon blame mi la..
abt the ah mao kana catch the thin and dunno wat..
stupid sia..
dunno wat happen oso..
den went to tanjong rhu..
after tat went to eat..
den shu ren drive all of us home...
ya...
somehow feel rather bu kai xin nowaday..
hai...
but somehow i have to act as normal and put on the smile...
hai...
birthday is comin v v v soon...
i dunno how it would be...
who wil goin to celebrate wif mi..
hai...
wil everythin go fine on tat day or wil be in a mess..?
hai...
anyway happy birthday to
shimin
shi chuan
nixi...
enjoy ur day man....
guess i muz really put down of somethin...
i find it so hard to let go....
hai..
i'm lost again....
juz feel like cryin everythin out from my heart..
hai.......
i give so much but tis is wat i get in the end..
guess god is playin a fool out of mi...
hai.....
argh......
feng!!!!!
hai...
feel rather hurt by wat jo say on tat fri nite...
juz sit there and let her say everythin..
i din say anythin...
coz i noe i say de thin wil hurt her more den she hurt mi..
guess everythin had change after 30 september...
we r like so mo shen now....
sigh...
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
12 oct
Happy birthday tai zi...
13 oct
happy birthday winne
hahaha..
today cab down to tampines..
noe dun cab sia waste money..
den dunno wan jo they all doin oso..
do thin hide here and there..
sigh..
at tm awhile den
i went bugis find sherry at her fren de shop..
buy teo pant at her shop..
one red and black de..
haha..
den slack at her shop...
den go eat..
eat le go walk around..
den to find to the shop i went last time de..
buy a tube..
haha.. den went black to sherry fren shop..
den slack til she close shop..
den went home le..
so broke..
spent around 80 plus 90..
spent 45 on the pant and tube..
den buy one pack of cigg give jo..
den the rest i dunno spent at where le..
haha.. ya..
wed
10 plus went parkway meet qin they all..
after tat went zouk..
got mi qin sherry cheehon jie wei hong wen and wei fu..
is damn damn pack today..
dun even have space to walk la..
all use push wan...
u dun need walk auto wil move le..
like shit sia..
went goin off tat time..
got ppl fight la.. den mi qin ch qm was stuck la..
den think the guy make til qm den she shout at him v loud la..
dunno wat happen oso..
coz mi qin ch was behind
ch wanted to go up to them wan..
but he din manage to.. coz of the jam..
we like stuck there so long..
den other keep pushin and pushin..
den sherry and qm manage to get out of the jam..
and mi qin ch was..
idoit sia..
den i keep push away the person who wan to eat qin toufu la..
idiot sia..
den behind mi the guy like fuck la..
the jam is really bad sia..
til all of us no mood sia..
and i wanted to find tai ji wan..
sherry too..
haha..
den i was worry abt jo at time same time too..
coz she went drink wif 4 guy...
was like keep thinkin she ok not la..
msg her she oso nv reply..
cal her her phone off..
at there awhile den go off le..
went hong kong cafe eat...
den around 4 went home le..
juz reach home...
went chalet yesterday..
reach there start drinkin..
from 10plus drink til mornin 630...
after tat play black jack til around 7plus ..
den come home le...
although the chalet ppl all i dunno wan..
few onli met second time
and few juz noe..
but it ok la..
enjoy drinkin.. haha..
havin headache now..
guess later wil be a happenin nite too..
haha..
mayb go pub or club ba..
ya...
i need to rest le...
mi and qin.. dunno wat happen to my eye sia... haha.. mi and sherry.. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEN HUI QIN.... lol... =)hmmm.. juz now go cut hair wif ah bee... my tail gone liao... sob..
haha..
den 8plus 9 went park way meet sherry qin zhen bao zha yingying charlene hui ping qm...
celebrate qin birthday.. haha..den stupid wei teck they all tryin to be funny la..so lame sia...haha..ya...
tok to ping..
hai.. dunno wat happen oso..
she run away from home 1month liao..
it really complicated...
hai...
her da jie wan meet her wif all her other sidlin..
but she refuse..
somehow she juz dun wan to c them upset or cry ba...
and she scare dunno wat wil happen...
hai..
din noe so many thin happen to her...
hai..
dunno...
somehow hope she wont turn bad...
ya..
went parkway meet them.. den play pool den slack..
tok to ping..
feel sad for her... hai..
den around 12plus den go home laio....
ya...
guess soon i wil be chase out form the house ba....
sigh 
us..
today went parkway..
buy shampoo contact len and thin...
spent 60 plus 70 today..
sigh...
i goin to be broke again....
ke lian de sherry...
give qui mei fen til.. lol..
from fri til today...
now u noe how it feel le ma...
haha.. stil say mi last time..
now is ur turn man...
after u next wil be who???\
hahahha...
saw zhen meimei and jingxuan at parkway..
den samual and le er wan play c saw.. so i brim them go..
they damn cute la...
haha...
future de ah beng and ah lian sia.. haha...
zanden noe how to walk liao... so cute man...
haha...
dunno wat to blog liao....
juz reach home...
guess fri is a bad day for many of the ppl..
argh...
first i have a big quarrel wif jo..
den ah bee and jan quarrel..
xue ling and josh got problem..
hui ping and desmond too...
and dunno wat...
went down tampines ah leng de shop...
so suay i reach awhile and c jo..
wat the hell..
buy 4D oso nv so chun..
is like...
den at his shop chat wif him while waitin for sherry...
left his shop at around 9..
to pasir ris meet sherry..
was like my phone flat and i cant find her..
so i cab down to zhen chalet first...
den ask charlene they all faster cal sherry...
really piss sia..
phone flat at the wrong time...
change bat wif ying ying awhile...
den jo call...
have some fight in the phone..
and jo..
aiya.. dunno la..
around 11plus wanted to leave to find jo coz she drunk..
is like wat the hell la..
cal her zh germ all nv pick up...
damn piss off la..
den qui mei and rong shan reach..
den qui mei keep ask mi thin..
den sherry.. hai...
i wan go sherry dun wan go..
i dun wan go sheery wan go..
den i juz throw my anger at them...
is like....
i v piss off le...
all ppl come ask mi thin at the same time....
shan r smart enough juz stand there and keep quite...
in order not to get scolded by mi...
haha....
den i went out the chalet..
den all of them come out...
den everythin is like juz in a mess la..
den everyone keep askin mi wat happen...
worst thin is i dun even noe wat happen la...
den ying ying they all tot we quarrel...
shan on call cab.. cab come..
mi shan sherry quimei left...
drop sherry first...
in cab quimei wanted to go back..
coz is like they reach there not even 5min and go..
is like...
den cab back wif qui mei to the chalet..
is really like shit..
phone flat den all ppl cal sherry find mi..
somemore sherry not wif mi...
xue ling cal
ah bee call say somethin happen to xueling..
den tok to ah bee on phone...
den ended call wif ah bee and xueling..
den go find huipeng they all..
have to act as nth happen.. sigh..
stupid jingxuan..
wear the stupid shirt let mi think dao jo la..
stupid..
hai... i cant even slove my problem..
yet have to......
and i somke alot la..
somked 2 pack..
really damn stress and piss la...
alot of thin happen tat wat i can say...
sigh...
wat a fri man....
tot everythin wil turn out find..
wat is tis...
the birthday ger busy til head wire..
birthday boi drunk... haha....
wah cant stand it sia.....
qui mei........
dun come fen mi... go fen sherry......
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.sad, piss and stress friday!!!
i miss u.....hai...hai...
juz like wat i say...
history tat happen..
it startin again......
it really damn fuck off......
everythin is juz a lie!!!
i hate u!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck u la...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cb!!!!!!!!!!!!
knn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ccb............!
CHEAP!!!!!!!
pui!!! LOW LEONG SENGwhere u??
can u come back and make mi laught again wif all ur nonsense.... hai...
yesterday went parkway meet ah bee and jan..
walk around slack around..
6plus they leave..
den joey ask mi go find her...
den go play pool wif joey and meibao..
den go slack awhile den pei joey go take bus...
den meet sherry..
den chee hon they all go watch movie..
nv brim us go..
den sherry cal say we wan go..
lol..
den meet devin take cab down meet them..
around 20 of us..
watch the nonsense show..
after tat cab back to parkway..
on cab i pick dao 50dollar..
haha..
so treat jiewei cheehon sherry eat..
after tat when back to classic..
after tat mi and sherry go chee hon house ton..
wake up.. cook thin eat den went home le..
reach home pack thin den go bath..
ya..
den go swim..
after tat come home..
den like tat lo...
hai....
somehow v disappointed wif somethin.. hai..
nvm ba...
i hate you!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI ZHEN!!
c u later at ur chalet...
haha....
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god pls bless me wif those money in 100 fold... lol.. haha.....nth to blog today...hmmm.....jpg)
this wat i draw yesterday..... nice..? haha.....
today went interview..
the person say i look pill...
hmmmm....
after tat went home...
8plus sherry msg mi ask where mi..
den awhile later she ask mi go out of the house she outside..
haha...
den watch 9pm show.. after wait for qin come..
pei sherry go eat..
wan go cycle..
but i no key so nv go..
den when spc..
out of sudden qin say wan drink.. so we buy and drink and slack..
haha..
so ramdom her..
sherry jio mi new yr go chu shi...
she say v fun..
she ask mi brim jo along...
but i guess... hai...
been somkin quite alot nowaday...
dunno y oso...
juz feel so wried nowaday...
anyway
14 oct going for halloween night (sunday night shiver!!)
anyone wan go..???
wil let u all noe the detail again... haha...
rainin so big now...
and the wind is like...
can make a flower pot fall...
and blow the thin away....
i hate tis type of rain...
i wil feel scare..
i dunno y oso...
guess now we drift...
we since to be like a stranger now...
is like...
i dunno...
really feel upset....
hai..
i dunno....
it hurt......
i dunno y oso...
hai....
dunno...
nowaday juz feel like takin drug.....
i dunno y oso...
how can i get away from this world...
really tired stayin in here....
am i really tat hopless tat usless....
y so many ppl juz simlpy look down on mi...?
argh..............................................
how can i go on wif my life like tis.....?
when can i put down the past failures and heartaches
and move forward in my life?
hai....
juz feel like restin in someone arms..................
hai....
juz wonder how long more can i stand here..
hai....
tired tired tired wif life!!!!!!!
juz feel lonely and empty.....
sometime juz feel like findin some excitment to do..
to fil my emptiness and get the man chu kan...
but i cant..
hai...
it juz killin mi....
help....nitemare is comin again..
the pass history it goin to start again......
hai...
juz feel rather down today..
dunno y oso..
hai...
so i left jan they all first while they swimmin..
juz dun wan to spoil thier mood...
welcome back to singapore zh...
glad u still remember my birthday is comin...
wonder wat u buy sia..
haha...
left them den went to east coast to san xin..
dunno juz v sad...
hai...
everythin change...
anyway HAPPY BITHDAY TO SHERRY..
so sad u not in singapore...
when r u comin back...??
anyway sorry to tiff ya...
not i wan to boom u on sat and sun...
i juz cant wake up.. =x
haha..
LIFE SUX!!!
on the way home saw yi zhuang stead..
he say i change alot...
haha...
did i????
16 more day to my birthday....
juz wonder wat wil happen within this 16 day....
hai... everythin is juz a liezui shou xi de mo shen ren
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