Friday, August 31, 2007

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juz reach home...
yesterday went to marine terrace meet oink awhile..
after tat she went back sch for nite study..
den i go meet shi ni..
we went giant shop..
she really like those auntie la..
so..... lol..
haha..
after tat went to oink house..
buy her the moo ice cream..
den c zh like so moody...
dunno y oso..
den wait for ah bee come fetch mi..
we went to jurong east find xue ling and josh..
our cab fare til there $45..
is like so ex...
den reach there wait for them to come..
den josh drive us to dunno where eat..
after eatin..
went to josh house play mahjong...
play til around 6 den she send mi and ah bee home...
tat all ba..
haha...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|7:12 AM|

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

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today wake up at 6plus..
wantin wan go work not..
end up nv go, go back to slp..
haha..
den 10plus my cousin wake mi up..
to do house work..
was like damn tired..
clear all the thin den pack my room...
3pm sherry cal mi...
ask mi out..
awhile later joey cal ask mi out too..
but i go meet sherry they all..
coz chee hon flyin to taiwan tonite..
go for 1month..
so good..
reach parkway chee hon was buyin shirt..
after tat went shop awhile..
den slack at parkway til 9plus den go home liao...
ya...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|10:50 PM|

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

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i guess i wil juz go for a break ba....
hai...
how i wish i can juz blog every of my feelin here...
but i cant...
heart is gettin heavier and heavier....
all i need is juz ppl/family to care for mi to love mi..
and not nag and nag or look down on mi..
i have been runnin away from so much thin...
til i have no where to run to anymore...
it really tired....
hai..

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|3:25 AM|

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today wake up at 10plus..
but went back to slp til 11plus..
went bath
den cab down to cdc take my pract 4..
pass my pract 4..
haha..
after tat go book revison..
den go for it til 4..
den wait for xin ci and wee shan den we go eat...
eat finsh they go home den i go find jo lo..
today mood was not really good ba...
dunno..
on the way there msg jo if she wan eat any thin..
den drop at n2 buy food for her..
den walk to her house..
reach her house c her chasin after zh dunno y oso..
den i went in the house..
think she tokin outside wif zh..
den she come in awhile..
feel she got a bit wierd..
den she went tok to zh again...
after she tok finish wif zh
she eat..
dunno wat she say..
den was like...
den i say if she dun wan eat den throw away..
since she oso dunno how to appreciate..
den she start give mi attitude..
den i nv bother much oso...
den she contiune tok to zh
since i at there oso extra
den mi daph aly went down eat..
den shi ni come find mi..
after eat we went ntuc...
buy thin..
buy choco and mango juic for jo
den buy water for her mum
aly they all forget wat they take oso..
haha..
so i pay..
den walk back to her house..
sit down stair chat wif shini awhile..
den went back to her house..
and find somethin v fuck up la..
went in room find her den went i goin out tat time
i trip over the wire omost fall den she attitude mi..
wat is this man..hai...
dunno..
din really tok to jo today..
we tok is like less den 10 sentance today..
she dun even give a damn to mi la..
she tel mi thin..
i ask her y she ask mi ask zh..
wat is tis la..
den i ask zh..
zh din really remember it..
den i was like forget it..
(no offend ar zh.. haha..)
think i buy the food for her end up zh and ernest eat it ba..
dunno...
since she dunno how to appreciate the thin i give and buy for her..
and i not goin to buy thin for her anymore..
should'nt went find her today..
should go meet ah bee..
at least will make my day abit better ba..
hai....

i dun understand somethin..
y everytime tat she sad cry or watever..
i ask her wat happen and y..
she everytime ask mi go ask zh..
is like so....
hai...
nvm ba...
should juz dun bother abt her le ba...
sometime i juz feel tat..
i am usin money and thin to buy tis frenship..
hai...
forget it..
think should use ah bee the bo cha ppl the method ba..
haha..
i need a break i guess...
hai...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:00 AM|

Monday, August 27, 2007

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today
3plus went siglap meet xin ci..
went eat..
after eat went tampines take thin..
after tat take cab to her house...
fall aslp at her house..
today whole day was like damn tired la...
dunno y oso...
haha...
sian...
tis few day have bad hair day..
like so idiot la..
haha...
after wake up at xin ci house
watch tv awhile den went out eat..
after tat jiu go home liao...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|12:35 AM|

Sunday, August 26, 2007

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fri
went jo house in afternoon..
at there awhile den headed to parkway meet some fren...
slack til 9 denwent back jo house...
ta bao for her joel and jo bro...
stay over at her place..
through out the nite was helpin her to do her blog and frenster.
and zhihao and joel was slpin..
so mi and jo plan to wait til mornin go eat..
den come back wake them up and we slp..
haha...
ya..

sat
wake up by daphne scoldin jo..
coz jo promise to wake up at 11 to pack the house together wif her..
but she din wake up..
so i wake up..
c anythin tat i can help..
help to do abit of thin den nth to do le..
den fal aslp at the sofa..
haha..
wake up slack
around 7 went eat dinner..
wif jo daphne ernest and joel..
after tat 11plus went home le...
wanted to go church today wan..
but the stupid jo wake up SO late..
and i quite tired and slpin too..
haha..
ya...

to jo..
juz readed ur blog..
u feel tat everybody left ur side..
but did u really go take the affort to meet up wif ur fren?
u say no wan ask u out..
but did u make the affort to ask them out?
nv...
there so many thin i wan say after readin ur blog..
but guess i wil not say ba...
u oso dun give a damn on wat i say anyway...
so wat the point i say/tok sense and let u think tat i'm scoldin u..
or make u sad or watever...
ya..
anyway juz feel tat...
the somethin tat u lookin for inside u
is not we fren or anyone tat can give..
aiya..
dunno how to say oso..
but nvm la...
haha..

hmmm...
find somethin so wried..
nowaday when ever i listen to worship song..
i feel like cryin...
haha...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:00 AM|

Friday, August 24, 2007

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I see you beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memory

How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
That's what I thought
I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more

I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you
Please come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Boys, can't you see

How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

You, you
Only reminds me of you

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|3:25 PM|

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today nth to blog ba..
coz din go anywhere..

my mum juz cal and tok to mi...
tok alot thin..
say my father another side de nuer..
siao wan..
own baby dun wan look after..
and dun even wan to carry when the baby cry and thin..
is like juz hack the baby..
wat is tis sia...
22 liao stil dunno how to think..
den say wat she got a illness..
100 000 ppl one got 1 wil kana..
den i was like..
wah she so luck sia..
haha..
den she have to eat the medicine lo..
once she stop eatin she wil be mad..
dunno..
she a bit mentel problem wan sia..
think she need xin li yi sheng more den counselling..
dunno..
she alot of problem wan..
from last time hear her thin til now..
find tat she really mad!
haha..
den my mun say my father go diao tang
diao the sun wu kong..
i was abit shock la..
dunno la..
alot of thin...
anyway this r juz bao yi bo to him..
hai dunno...

i juz need a break for all the thin ba....
i dun wan to thin le...
can someone brim mi go san xin...
hai....

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:06 AM|

Thursday, August 23, 2007

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damn piss off now...
hai..
jo cryin..
ask her wat happen she dun wan say..
tok to her dun wan ans..
den forget it..
den give mi tat type of attitude
wat is this man...
hai....
everythin change...

coz of somethin
ah bee sort of angry wif mi
and jan and ah bee quarrel?
hai.. dunno..
anyway sorry...
think i should change my lifestyle le..
since now she dun need mi anymore...
hai...
watever it is..
hai..
can some one teach mi how to be heartless??/
hai...
or i should go back the life i use to be..
mayb it better for everyone...
god ar god..
can u make mi someone tat is useful...
hai...
lead mi a way out....
i dun wan to lead this type of life anymore..
hai...

now u have zh to run to..
to cry to..
mayb tat good ba..
u dun need mi to wipe ur tear away anymore...
juz wan to wipe ur tear for u..
but u say i wan to scold u..
hai.
nvm..
in ur eye..
i'm someone who away give attitude
socld u and thin...
since when i scolded u b4...
hai..
since u think of mi til like tat den.
hai.
forget it...

many thin shall keep unsay ba...
i juz feel like cryin..
there too many thin tat keep in my heart..
i cant take it anymore...
who tat i really can cry too now...
guess no one ba...
hai..
nvm..

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|12:16 AM|

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

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sat
brin esnest out wif jo and jan.....
went town den at nite went sit boat c fire work..

sun
went FCBC wif jo and her cousin
after tat went tm
den went jo house..
den at nite go meet joey drink..

mon
went jo house
den went tm
somehow she attitude mi for nth..
den saw alot ppl at tm..
and blah blah blah..
jo say somethin tat make mi damn angry and hurt..
den i juz walk away.
ah bee come chasin after mi..
den dunno...
alot of thin happen...

today
slack at jo house...
den 8 plus mi jo esnest zh go watch moive..
some how fal aslp in th e mid of the show..
coz really v tired..
nv have a good slp at jo house on mon..
coz tat stupid joel...
juz sense somethin is wrong again....
hai.. dunno....
dun feel like bloggin le..
nite..

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|1:15 AM|

Friday, August 17, 2007

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hmm...
tis whole week din go work.. =x
quite tired.. din really have a good slp..
haha...
wed went for my rtt test..
damn happy i pass my rtt.. haha..
den now gonna chiong for my pract...
hope by my bithday or b4 i can get my lic..
haha...
and end of tis yr i can get a bike..
haha...
juz pray hard for tat man..
after bike lic i gonna take my car lic..
haha...
anyway.. haha..
ya

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|5:00 AM|

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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tue
nv go work again...
slp til 2plus wake up bath den go find jo..

and to tat him...
wat u have done to her dun treat it as nth happen la..
juz a sorry.. and treat it as nth happen..
come on la..
u think wat..
she not ur toy or a sex toy...
so wat she is ur ex..
den u can do tis type of thin to her..?
pls la.. noe ur limit...
u and her r juz fren now..
if tat day she nv come mens
izzit she wil get fuck by u?
all along u wan her all alone by urself..
can u juz WAKE UP..
she not ur stead anymore...
dun be so selfish...
u brim her a nitemare u noe....

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:24 PM|

Monday, August 13, 2007

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You Are Left Brained In Love

Cool and clearheaded
Tend not to get swept away
Dependable and trustworthy
Able to look at thing objectively
Honest and direct in relationships
Rely on standards when picking a man
Good at solving relationship problems
Ready to compete for your sweetie's heart
Articulate, a good conversationalist, and witty
Think overly romantic displays are a waste of time
A few serious boyfriends as opposed to many flings
Notice all of the details about your guy - good and bad

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|12:03 AM|

Sunday, August 12, 2007

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fri
went zoo..
after zoo went sit cable cab to santosa..
after santosa went somke sea sa..
after sea sa went jo house ton..

sat..
went church..
after church went meet jan they all..
go smoke sea sa..
after tat went eat..
den winne cal..
ask mi play mahjong..
wan zhi come fetch mi..
den go her house..
total lose 2dollar through out the whole nite..
haha..

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|7:20 PM|

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

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tue
when work..
after work was wonderin wan go find jo ma..
den jan cal mi ask mi faster go down jo house..
coz she drunk..
so i cab down..
in cab jo cal mi..
she cry coz she miss her daddy..
den blah blah blah..
den dunno y she bite her onli family photo..
and it tear..
and she cry and cry and cry..
den zh cal.. she tel him i tear the photo..
wat the...
for nth i tear for wat..
siao..
den zh how reach le..
den dunno wat dunno wat..
she keep cryin and sayin thin to us lo..
somehow she was too noisy..
daph come out of the room..
den she scold her and slap her..
den her ah ma come.. throw again her drink..
wanted to beat her wif the banbom..
luck nv..
if not i die..
haha...
dunno..
alot of thin happen..
den slp over at her place..
morning 7plus went home..

today..
reach home from her house..
wanted to rest awhile but my phone keep ringin..
make mi v...
den slp 1h plus wake up..
thinkin wan go work not..
in the end nv go..
coz really v tired..
at her house i nv slp..
so contiune slp til 2plus 3..
den go meet *beep and *beep and *beep..
at bugis..
den go help jo to make her tear de photo..
after tat when to sim lim walk and eat..
den go take her foto..
den *beep when meet her mum go vivo..
so left wif *beep and *beep..
so we go the ice monster sit and wait for *beep to come..
went control station find the *beep..
den we go sit DHL..
haha..
after tat cab down to harbour front
we sit cable car...
lol...
den after tat.. wif *beep and *beep and *beep take cab..
i need go aljunied mrt to meet jo..
but the cab uncle v cb la..
den i drop the cab at somewhere near my house to take another cab.
den three of them, go bedok..
somehow i waited for quite long coz no cab..
reach there jo they all broad the cab..
some how get attitude by her..
wat the..
juz late for 20min...
oso not i wan to late de wat..
den went find her mun eat lo..
eat le they go thier home den i go home my self lo..

i juz feel tat....
hai nvm...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:17 AM|

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

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today din went work again..
coz i wake up late..
so go back slp..
slp til 12 plus my cousin wake mi up..
ask mi pei my aunt go hospital wif him..
reach there she go test blood or dunno wat..
after tat they head to dunno wat blk to c doctor..
den my cousin ask mi to wait there to wait for the result to come out.. waited for 45min..
but have come out..
den my cousin come find mi..
ask mi go eat first..
den i walk around la.. nth to eat and i dun wan eat alone..
so i buy one sandwish to eat..
den somke..
den went find them..
den my cousin ask mi go c the number...
coz they sittin outside..
i wait til i fall aslp la..
wake up dunno where they go liao..
haha..
den i wait outside for them..
den suddenly jo cal mi say wat jan drinkin dunno wat..
den i was like orh.. den hang off le..
den was msgin wif jan..
den half way jo reply usin jan phone..
i was like..
so i stop..
den jo msg mi ask mi ask ah bee go down..
den blah blah blah...
den after send my aunt home den i went down to jo house..
noe dun go down..
reach there jan hug mi and cry..
dunno la..
den dunno wat dunno wat..
all go home liao..
den mi pei ah bee go buy thin
den go jan house return her phone..
at her house i wonderin wan go find jo ma..
ah bee and jan all ask mi go..
and i tel jo i goin down..
was like. damn piss off la..
cab down..
reach her house cal her phone msg her din reply..
and my phone flat..
den i cal ah bee cal..
ah bee cal her house boom her hp..
no reply oso..
i was like..
somkin and wait..
knonk at her door oso..
den i tel myself somke finish sec stick if she haven come out open door den i leave..
so.. i leave after my sec stick..
den reach home on my phone recviced
her msg.. ask mi where am i.. and tellin mi zh is at her house..
wat is this man...
den she tel ah bee coz she playin game she dunno her phone ring..
wat a exuess man..
forget la..
reach home.. reply all my msg tat i recived..
den cal sherry coz she findin mi..
den chat wif her..
den she take jo number from mi...
dunno wat she msg jo oso..
dunno la...

really dunno wat she wan..
i ignore her she say i ignore her..
i care for her this wat i get...
dunno wat to do oso..
den janelle ask mi dun ignore jo coz i been ignorin her 1week plus le...
dun like tat to jo...
ask mi to care for jo..
dunno..
yesterday jo called mi she cry and ask mi to take noe print wif her..
siao.. suddenly ask mi take noe print..
den i msg jan wat happen y jo cryin..
den jan say coz she say i ignore her..
den msg msg wif jan..
den jo msg mi sayin tat she is more stronger and independent in life and thin..
den jan was like..
if i beleive i stupid.. haha...
anyway i oso dunno..

to jo...
pls stop actin strong and independent in front of mi..
coz everyone noe u r not..
and u wil get tired one day...
if u wan show mi tat u grow up le
this r not the way(by the thin u have done)....
noe..
and stop stressin urself up..
although i dunno wat u stressin abt..
i noe u wan mi to care and dote on u..
but everytime i was to do so..
we start quarrelin ....
nowaday we have been quarrel and quarrel and quarrel...
can we juz stop all the quarrelin thin...?

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:00 AM|

Sunday, August 5, 2007

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hmmm..
today wake up..
online slack den bath and go out liao..
went parkway meet joey..
pei her go buy thin for zanden..
den after walk around slack around..
den went to her house...
in cab to her house she told mi shi jie mun dad and two sis..
suspect mi take drug..
dot.. do i look like wan??
haha...
reach her house.. play wif zanden..
after den go down stiar meet joey fren..
coz joey wan buy bao sian for zanden boi..
hahaha..
i sit there listen lo..
den went coffee shop drink water den cab home le..
today din go work again..
haha.. coz damn tired...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|11:30 PM|

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today din went work.. haha..
coz v tired... lol..
wake up got 1miss from shini..
so i cal back.. den she say she make wat chicken pie..
den wan give mi eat...
den is like i wake up at 2plus and she workin at 5..
wait for mi bath and thin she have no time to pass mi le..
some more she is tired too.. haha..
ok.. den..
i went bath.. slack awhile den went down parkway meet chee hon they all...
wait for all of them to come den we went down to zanden birthday party..
so long nv saw him le.. haha..
he zheng da le.. so cute la..
den went up to the house..
shijie and joey relative all there..
den no space for us..
coz we very big group.. lol..
den we eat..
waited for them to cut cake.. den slack awhile den leave le...
den shu ren and wee shan quarrel..
den all of us sia dao...
den ya..
den head back to parkway..
went 10floor..
some play lan some play pool and thin...
den mi wee shan amanda sit there tok and play the dunno wat..
wee shan mind is dirty man.. lol..
den saw nana..
den all of us is sayin abt her xiong.. coz is really damn damn big la..
lol...
den wee shan was like.. whoever guy fuck her comfrim damn shiok wan..
haha..
den slack til 2plus den go home le.. ya..
haha....

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|3:20 AM|

Saturday, August 4, 2007

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hmmm..
today went work...
after work went home and change den go down parkway meet ah bee and janelle for dinner...
after dinner went down to east coast..
wanted to bowl..
but full..
so went to 7 11 buy some drink and drink..
mi janelle ah bee lavar(dunno how to spell..)
haha..
drink drink drink..
chat chat chat..
den went to arcade to play..
play the catch bear bear wan..
i spend 10dollar plus
ah bee spend around 10 on tat machine..?
and we win 3 big ice cream.. lol..
haha..
after tat went home le.. haha...

and while eatin jo msg mi..
but i din reply..
haha..
ya.. so hour later?
she cal ah bee..
ask us go find her or wat.. dunno..
ah bee say she sound wrong..
so i was abit worry..
so i msg joel..
but he nv reply.. so i was like forget it..
somemore hear tat he tonin over at jo place..
den ya lo..
den ah bee msg her say mayb we not going down..
den dunno wat she reply..
awhile later she cal..
is like..
nv tok..
den we juz hear wat dun poke mi dun poke mi..
den joel i nv i nv..
den she hang off le..
juz wonder wat they wan to prove to us?
think they wil enjoyin themself too ba..
haha..
anyway i juz not goin to bother anymore..
and i juz ask my self dun be soft hearted again..
haha... hope i can do it ba....
since i guess she is happier now??
hahaha...
and i goin to make myself busy and packed wif thin...

i plan le wat i goin to do from tml to next fri....
tml go work den go zendan birthday party.. haha..
sun mayb going FOP?
mon go cut hair..
tue wed work..
thurs go dye hair..
fri goin zoo, at nite drink..
lol...
cant wait for fri to come man... haha....
hope everythin wil go smooth man.... =)

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|1:51 AM|

Friday, August 3, 2007

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today went meet shi ni at tampines..
while waitin for her saw so many ppl..
but juz lazy to go say hi to them...
lol...
today whole day i have been eatin and eatin and eatin..
haha..
meet le shini we go CS.. and i start buyin thin eat le..
haha..
eat from CS to TM..
den after tat take 168 to woodland..
reach woodland buy thin eat again..
lol..
den walk to RP..
watch bball match..
once i step in the sport hall..
i saw so many butches la..
haha...
got cute wan er xin wan hao liao wan all kind man...
haha...
reach there NYP vs TP..
TP win..
after tat ITE vs RP..
RP win.. was like..
ITE lose by 5point..
while watchin the match.. really miss those time in ITE man...
and miss playin floorball.. haha.. anyway ya..
after tat went to causeway point eat again..
haha..
we catch the last bus to tampines..
den from there i take 21 to city plaza and walk home..
coz no bus le..
den dun wan waste money take cab home.. so walk..
stupid shini tel mi one stupid thin and make mi scare la while i walkin home..
walk half way got one stupid uncle sia dao mi la..
den reach home my bro come scare mi.. fuck sia...
hahaha....
reach home eat again.. haha..

yesterday went to sim lim..
saw dao those mini phone is like damn cute and nice la...
really like it alot sia...
haha.. mayb i wil go and buy it..
haha...
c how ba..

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|2:20 AM|

Thursday, August 2, 2007

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today went meet tiffany at bugis..
pei ur shop for her thin...
coz is her and her stead anni...
but end up get nth...
haha...
den meet joyce..
we went eat.. and joyce de fren keep tokin.. v funny..
after eatin pei joyce go shop... haha...
den suddenly jo msg mi ask mi to cal her..
i nv cal her.. after awhile i c my phone got two miss call..
is her..
den i cal back lo...
she say thin.. and socld mi.. siao wan...
and she is drunk too..
she say she hate mi like hell...
den fine.. i nv ask mi to like mi..
all the long she wil juz treatin mi as a shit...
one thin tat i oway tel ah bee and janelle..
janelle is her jewel mi is her shit...
den janelle everytime wil reply mi back..
i'm the shit but is the gold shit..
haha...
anyway ya...
after bugis tiff went meet her stead
den joyce and her fren go find their fren..
den i went jo house....
juz worry for her so i went down lo..
reach her house
her stead was there too..
den she tel mi she wan her stead
den ask mi go in the room for 10min..
dunno wat they wan do.. so i go in smoke lo...
smoke half way jo come in coz her stead go home le..
den went livin room.. she was msgin den keep callin dunno who..
den she keep askin mi go home lo..
noe i dun go down...
and anyway this wil be the last time i wil go down le ba...
and the last time she c mi le ba...
den i leave her house she msg mi...
sayin tat not she hate mi or wat.. is juz tat she dun feel like seein mi and thin..
i reply den not c from now..
den she tel mi she is stress..
and she expect mi to understand her without tellin mi anythin...
she say i stress her up too..
fine den..
from now i wil juz disappear from u ba..
den everythin wil go smooth for u ya...
aiya...
forget it man...
is she dunno how to cherish mi all tis while..
mayb i shall dote and care on someone tat more need it ya..
and dun care abt her le..
haha...
find somethin so funny... but think shall not say ba..
say le wil make someone sad.. =)

from now on i shall lead my own life...
and be myself and be how i use to be it the pass....
wif the big big smile on my face... =D
guess many ppl miss my smile on my face ba..
haha....

so many thin tat i wan say..
but think better dun.. haha....
coz i noe i wil regret...lol...
anyway sorry yong pig oink...
the next time went u have the chance to meet mi..
think u wil nv c the mi u use to c.. =)

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|1:38 AM|

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

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hmmm...
today not a good day for mi...
went work...
work til 11plus den i go liao..
coz the auntie tat keep kp mi la and i was already not in a good mood liao stil kp..
den take 28 to tampines..
jo wan meet mi..
she meet mi 230..
so i alone slack til 230 lo..
den she cal.. ask mi go take cigg from ah leng..
hai..
is like..
den i walk to his shop lo.. den he not in.. den go meet go at bus stop..
while waitin for jo..
dunnoe y my phone cannot send msg out den suddenly all my msg i in my phone is GONE... sob...
and i sence somethin wrong la..
today whole day no mood and din tok much..
den meet dao jo le.. take bus to her house..
she was like ask mi wan go home not..
den i keep quiet lo din ans her..
dunno la..
reach her house.. wait for her to change..
den mi and kat in room..
kat ask mi wat happen to mi..
but jo.. onli think tat i givin attitude ba..
den we take bus down to katong...
in bus.. listen to them tok lo...
den jo dunno say mi wat..
den i dun wan listen le and take out my mp3 listen lo..
jo cal and tag my shoulder so hard i dun wan ans her.. who ask her..
den when droppin the bus tat time i saw a phone on the chair den i take lo..
go teo heng..
they go in first den i go toilet lo..
when i enter the room..
jo singin ban lai and is like i open the door den she play the song..
dunno y.. i dun like her to let mi listen to tis song..
den they sing sing sing..
i was like sittin there doin nth all the while..
dunno y kat suddenly cry..
den go comfort her awhile lo..
den like tat lo...
after singin.. sit outside katong shoppin center..
jo sing de ban lai to mi again..
den i was like dot dot dot........... coz really dun like her to sing tat to mi..
in my mind i was like...
is not i dun dote on u..
is.. aiya....
mayb many thin tat happen between us ba and we were not as close as last time..
tat y u wil feel tat...
and..... aiya.. should not say ba... if not wil have a big big war wif her..
now already not in good term le...
think everythin i should keep it to my self...
so many thin tat i wan to say... but nvm ba..
ya.....
nowaday my temper come back again...
dunno y oso..
last time i have no temper toward fren de esp jo.. but now...
once my anger come out... all those ppl i c de bu soon yan de tat it..
juz say last sat de thin...
once i reach clerk quay ah bee tel mi they not comin..
next moment my anger come liao.. den i cal jo i shouted and say her and i hang the phone..
think tis is the first time i do tat to jo sia...
dunno..
den sun not happy by the thin jo say.. den she cal mi. tok half way i keep hang the phone...
really dunno wat happen to mi sia.. a bit wried wried de..haha...
treat her a bit like shit tis few day lei.. dunno y oso...
and my mood swing oso v de.. haha..
so fren bear wif it man... think soon i wil be back to normal de mi le ba..
haha...

[[ smile as i live.. =) ]]*|1:50 AM|

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